goodbye and hi!

‎.u.n.a.b.l.e. .t.o. .s.t.a.y.,. .u.n.w.i.l.l.i.n.g. .t.o. .l.e.a.v.e.

.g.o.o.d.b.y.e. .2.0.1.0.,. .w.e.l.c.o.m.e. .2.0.1.1.!.

frankly speaking, 2010 has been a great year for me (me still in 2010, an hour and fourteen minutes before 2011). lots of things has happened, all those memories, incident will remarkably stick to my mind and at certain points they will suppressed me for another better life!

well,i've listed the things, incidents that i've gone through in the year. those which i can remember. there are lot more ( but prefer to keep it for own self, i need my personal memories too LOL~) haha!

> i managed to own all the three things which i longed for. my black charming DELL lappy, my handsome bulky D3000 DSLR and my adorable iphone 4. it took me some time tho, to get married to my three wives. i spend my saving to own all three of them ( yet for the lappy, i get some money from my abah as i don't have much money at that time). that's why i love all of them so much. i must be proud of myself for being independent, not being dependent to other in order to get things which i want so much!

 

> i had two birthday parties in one night! haha. they were special to me i must say. the first party, was from my family. i was about to leave for the airport when my brother came to me with a birthday cake. all my family members were there and they sang a birthday song for me which made me felt proud for having them as a family.  love you ma abah and all! the second one was from my friends in IPBA. i had a great surprised, seriously! =p

> my mother prepared a majlis doa selamat and majlis khatam quran for me. haha! my schools teachers were there (both primary and secondary, and even my kindergarten teacher was there! oho!) and what made me happy was, they remember me so well. ehe! =p 

> i was selected by mdm carol to join ASG2, short form for ASEAN Schools Games 2 held in Kuala Lumpur 2010.haha! the days during ASG were great. me as a reporter and learn to be a photographer at the same time. ASG was the point where i started longing for DSLR to be honest. great DSLR such as D90 dat i tried to use during ASG captured my heart. but for beginner, D3000 is enuf for me. =p. and yeah, i made friends too! hush! u r reading this right? miss ya! haha =p

> i made a history. for the very first time, i missed my flight back to my hometown. well, i wasn't my mistake totally. the bus which i rode was very slow! and air asia staffs too, weren't that customer-friendly. there were sh*t. i mean like seriously~

> i managed to pass my foundation course and flew to Canterbury, Kent UK. me now as a Canterbury Christ Church University student, enrolling in TESL. first year student who will spending the other three years in UK without going back home. that's my promise. i will live my life friskily! and that's a promise too =p

> i had the experiences working with the native. haha! well, i learned a lot from my job as sales assistant at Clinton's card. never came to my dream i would work in UK, even just temporarily! =p

> the last night i stayed in IPBA, was a sad night for me. me might sounds weak, but that what i felt. i felt sad to leave the room which i've been staying for two years and i felt sad to leave my friends. on that night, i walked around the campus carving a great memories on my heart!

> my aunt passed away. it was a shocked for me to be honest. she was a healthy women as i can remember, but because of people jealousy she was tortured by "benda halus''. that what i heard. may Allah always be with her. amin.

22.38 hour, Dicember 31. 2010 :

i saw a bright lantern flew away in the dark sky. kinda ironic isn't it? sending something bright into darkness. well, sometimes life goes that way. make good memories for today for tomorrow you will never know what will happened~ i wanna lived my life friskily, not knowing what will happened in the future for life is a trial! =p.

dats was my last thought in 2010. me look forward for a better 2011! haha~my resolution? i wanna lived my life in frolicsome way, ignoring matters which i shudn't  ignore at the first place, be a better person and i wanna always smile! =p

*p/s : had a chat with a senior of mine. talking bout me looks like a girl? =.=! but he replied ;

"ko lantak je orang nak kata ape, bukan gambar diorang pon"

thanks! i feel better =p

legend budak jahat!

oke. mungkin bunyi nya agak lembab, tapi aku baru je abes tengok citer "lagenda budak setan" (LBS)  adaptasi dr novel tajuk yg sama oleh ahadiat akashah. well, aku bukan lah pecinta citer melayu, tapi disebabkan dah berpuluh puluh kawan aku yang pulun citer tu, even ade yang  published album berdasarkan scene LBS dan produced a short film based on movie tu, maka aku pon turut sekali pulun citer. layan bhai~

 

sebenarnya, aku dah baca novel LBS nih. the fact is, LBS merupakan novel melayu pertama yg aku baca masa kecik kecik dulu. yang aku ingat, novel dia tebal, ade cover bad boy ngn awek. masa tuh, punya lah layan novel LBS(kan time tu kempen membaca! hihi) . skunk ni, tak tahu la kat ceruk mana novel tu mama aku simpan.

well, bagi aku citer LBS ni agak best. jalan citer agak luar biasa dr typical citer melayu yg lain. dan ade bnyak scene yang aku suka, especially scene kat atas bukit n kat perkampungan di pendalaman sebab the view was awesome!

tapi, masa first first citer tuh, agak agak menyampah dgn si bad boy kashah. tak tahu la nape, tapiaku menyampah! haha! but as story develops, aku start suka character dia. tetiba jadi macho doh! dan apa yang buat aku heran ialah, nape ramai sngat awek lawa yang suka kat dia? * nur fazura siyes lawa dalam citer tuh. x tipu bhai. lisa surihani pon!

 ending citer dia wat aku ketawa. azmi dtg kubur nak lawat ayu bawak bunga cam nak bagi awek. siyes lawak.kah3!

*p/s~ ni hah video yang aku maksudkan. aku x berlakon, x pas audition.hihi

Lagenda Cinta Musim Luruh

.g.y.m.

tengah hari tadi, sempat teman si yus daftar gym kat sturry road. nak join gym jugak katanya. dalam malas malas aku nak keluar, teman jugak dia pegi.humph! gym yg baru. bnyak equipment latest. plus ramai awek cun. kalah leisure centre yang selalu aku pegi. haha!

 disebabkan aku jadi peneman, so aku dibagi peluang tuk trial session kat gym tuk on next jan 1. well, memang nak pegi. aku nak cuba jakuzzi gym tuh, nampak macam best! aha! lagi satu, on jan 7, 8 and 9 aku bole pegi ke gym tuh. free! aku pon x tahu nape. tetiba je minah kat gym tu offer kat aku suh pi. rezeki jgn ditolak ye tak? haha!

*p/s ~ dapat komen tak elok sbb gmbar yg aku published kat FB. well, aku bukan published gambar bogel pon. it just normal pictures taken by a frolic guy. so wat do they expect? cam gampang!

.i. .a.m.s.t.e.r.d.a.m.

 i amsterdam part II

these are the pictures taken during my first euro trip to amsterdam. well, amster has nice buidings with unique architecture.  oh ya, you'll find it easy to buy halal meal here. there were tremendous kebab restaurants who serve halal meat. 

enjoy!

.h.a.r.i.m.a.u. .m.e.n.a.n.g.!.

 aku baru balik dari gym. pegi workout. sebentar tadi, sebelum ke gym, sempat aku layan FB. main topik hari ni, Final 2 Piala AFF Suzuki. aku bukan la kaki bola, tapi sebab ramai gaban yg cakap sal bola, so kena la ambek tahu sedikit sebanyak supaya x jadi cam katak bawak tempurung.

pertama. bila aku dapat tahu yang malaysia menang, aku rasa bangga gile. tadi masa tengok clip malaysian menjaringkan gol, aku rasa bersemangat. siyesly. walaopun gol malaysia dirobek dua kali, tapi tu semua x penting. yang penting, we will learn something from it, and officially malaysia dah menang! aku dapat bayangkan abah duduk depan tv sambil tersenyum puas. haha! plus, esok dapat cuti. melompat lompat rasanya adik adik aku kat umah tuh.

kedua. sebagai anak malaysia di rantau orang, aku rasa aku dah tak yah rasa rendah diri bila ada manusia manusia sumbang yang menganjing pasukan bola sepak malaysia. well, malaysia dah jadi juara asean. aku bangga dowh! 

ketiga. aku rasa rakyat malaysia akan mula bagi perhatian kat team bola sepak sendiri. malaysia dah jadi hero, sape yang tak adore. hihi?

Assalamualaikum WBT dan salam sejahtera

dengan tamatnya perlawanan akhir kedua yg berkesudahan Indonesia 2 - Malaysia 1, MALAYSIA MENJUARAI Kejohanan Bolasepak Asean (Suzuki Cup) dengan agregat 4 - 2

Tahniah Malaysia

Good game for Indonesia.better luck next time.

Malaysia AAAAUUUMMM!!!!

 *update yang aku dapat kat group Harimau Malaya.ehe! =p

.s.e.l.u.a.r.

pagi pagi buta, bangun terus on e-bay. nak cari seluar jogging! dan jumpa yang lawa.

nak beli! x kesah! haha!

tapi terbeli sekali hand gloves.ah, lantak lah. duit kalo simpan pon, lama lama habis jugak.ehe!

tetiba rasa nak jadi HOT macam model kat atas. nak pegi gym la tengah hari nanti! ehe!

.i. .a.m.s.t.e.r.d.a.m.

i amsterdam part I

last two weeks, i had my first euro trip and my dream was fulfilled! aha! sebenarnya, rasa tanak pegi sebab my financial wasn't that good at that time, tapi bila semua benda dah di settle -kan, tiket dah beli dan penginapan dah dibook, maka bermula lah pengebaraan benua eropah pertama aku. siyely, pegi netherlands a.k.a holland memang best. dan aku jumpa ramai indonesians kat sana. tengah jalan-jalan, ade yg menegur "dari mana?", and the question was from an indonesian who staying there. aha! 

perjalanan dr Victoria station, London (kami naik bus) ke Amstel station, Amsterdam ambek masa lebih kurang 13 jam! yup! 13 jam~ mengalahkan perjalanan aku naik bus sani express masa balik raya.haha. dah la bus tu sempit, and dapat pula so-called "captain" yang tah pape, menambah warna pada perjalanan yang lama tu. ade la jugak sekali sekali aku menyumpah manusia kat depan aku sebab leher panjang sngat, menghalang view aku nak tengok screen. potong stim betol!

perkara pertama yg aku perasan pasal amsterdam ni adalah, orang-orang kat sana suka naik beskal. u name it, semua jenis beskal ade. bilangan basikal lak, mengalahkan bilangan kete yg ada kat sana. macik, pacik, adik kakak, semua naek beskal. naik beskal lak, ade skill nyer. kalo x de loceng yang bunyi cam loceng beskal yg aku naik masa kecik kecik dulu mmg x sah. plus, diorang neyh x bnyak bergerak. time kitaorunk sampai kat amsterdam, jalan raya sunyi je, kedai kedai ditutup walaopun dah pukol 11 pagi lebih. tapi bila dah kol 2-3 camtuh, baru diorang keluar beramai-ramai. lewat nak ke pasar agak nyer.

untuk pengetahuan korunk, holland ni femes ngn kincir angin dan bunga tulip.tapi, sepanjang aku kat holland, aku jumpa sebijik je kincir angin (tu pon masa atas bus) dan langsung x jumpa bunga tulip ori. kenapa? sebab time tuh winter, mana tulip nak berbunga. sedikit kecewa. tak lupa jugak, netherland femes ngn marijuana (ganja) and red light district yg merupakan daerah tuk bisness pelacuran. kat sini, pelacuran adalah sah dan pelacur even kena bayar tax kat goverment. 

 

masa nak ke town, cari money changer bureu

 ni nama dia red light distrct, tapi adalah mnjadi kesalahn tuk mengambil gambr perempuan berbikini di dalam bilik bilik kaca kat sana. well, agama pon cakap haram kan?

city centre

bersambung...

.t.a.p.i.

tetiba rasa nak marah

nak baling semua barang keluar tingkap

nak baling batu kat cermin biar berderai

nak hempas my iphone desk yang rosak tu biar berkecai

nak sepak org jahat laju laju 

nak koyak semua kertas yang ada atas meja

nak pecah pecahkan hadiah

nak jadi gila pukul bantal biar keluar kapas

nak jerit kuat kuat biar hilang suara

nak lari jauh jauh sampai habis tenaga

nak berdiri bawah shower biar sampai demam

tapi

i want to restrain myself from doing all those. there is no use of me feeling angry. i should learn something from the past incident. not holding grudge of it.

 

peace no war!