.c.i.t.y. .o.f. .l.i.g.h.t.s.

my first try becoming a photographer for my friends~ i was amazed by the splendid view served by colourful lights at the park. it was worth to travel all way from KL to Shah Alam, get evicted by guards and walked for hours =P

*p/s~ those photos are not edited.kinda tired to edit.just enjoy =}

for more pictures of i-CITY =P

.d.o.n.'.t. .q.u.i.t.

i saw the poem on youtube and the lines caught my heart (it appears more if you read between the lines =}).here, lets share =P

don't quit poem

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

- Author unknown

.H.O.W.?.

woohoo! my departure date has been confirmed. its on 13th of September 2010 at 11.40 pm. huh! less than a month left before im leaving for UK and to be precise, i have 25 days to prepare. still i've done nothing! im curiously wondering, people are so happy when they are about to fly. but not for me. i feel nothing. seriously.hahaha~ maybe, i never think of studying abroad before. its my luck though.i have my chance now to pursue my degree abroad. so i shud be happy aye? but the question is, HOW? i guess the answer lies within me. haha! yet, i dont noe what shud i do to make myself feel more eager about my study trip.

btw, its been days for me breakfasting here in KL. seriously, i wanna b home. breakfasting with my family. enjoying delicious meals made by my mum, not eating nasi bujang like what i did for past few days here in KL.hahaha =P

*p/s. i've bought my baju raya..i own two baju melaju for dis year (coz its my special year =}). my feveret one, a dark blue baju melayu johor dat i bought from crocodile , mid valley..haha! crocodile pun ada jual baju melayu gak~layan!!

.o.n.e. .q.u.e.s.t.i.o.n.

"i have one question

if we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it on the day we are separated?

and if being separated is part of life, is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid to losing them?

and u know separation well..

at the same time, i was wondering

is it possible that, we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all?

that's my loneliness

i've been living with it

and im worried if it only will get worse.."

............................................................................

those sentences caught my attention the most. its curiously amazing how can one's suffer from loneliness. at the moment i read the lines, it reminds me of my own loneliness. it relates to me somehow. hm~ sounds pathetic, but that is the universal truth. everyone has their own loneliness. there is no doubt bout that. =}

.D.S.L.R.

after 2 years long awaiting, i get myself what i want. my own DSLR. 

lets learn something from it~ 

 my new, SUPERSHY

 my new vodoo, HUPSENG (its name)

 TM tower, Bangsar

 night view from my apartment

 palace of justice, Putrajaya

for more pictures > .E.K.S.P.E.R.I.M.E.N.T.A.L.

.d.o. .y.o.u. .l.o.v.e. .m.e.?.

if u ever asked me

"do u love me?"

my answer will be

"with all my heart.."

.l.a.t.e. .n.i.g.h.t. .s.t.o.r.y.~.

penah dapat pengalaman cenggini?

sedang anda tengah asyik melayan FB pada lewat malam, bersendirian ditemani rintik rintik ujan, berguling di atas tilam empuk dengan lampu terpadam, anda mendapat chat dari seseorang yang tidak anda kenali.

lantas anda berfikir~ "hantu mana lak ni?"

niat di hati mahu aja tekan punat x chat box tersebut.namun, datang pula satu link~maka hati ini tertanya tanya.apakah itu? darah muda katakan.with bold heart, i opened that link in a new tab! guess what?

GAMBAR POCHONG! shit man!!

sedang aku yang time tuh duk bersimpuh di atas katil, jatuh tertiarap! terkejut punya pasal. gampang punya gambar! shiall betol manusia yang hantar gmbar tuh. percaya ah! kalo dia ada depan aku time tuh, nescaya aku kerjakan dia sampai dia yg jadik pochong! berdebah tol!! phew~~ hilang kemachoan aku! chiss!

but before i went to sleep, i realized sumthing. how did i handled the situation in calmness.hahha. dalam cuak melihat photo tersebut, aku sempat berfikir tentang apa yg aku harus lakukan. with brave heart, i close the tab, shut down my lappy n called a friend of mine to get me distracted from thinking bout dat picture. tapi semalam seksa gak ah~ kol 3 baru boleyh tido..tsk.tsk.

nayh! kalo sesapa yg berani tuh,cuba lah! malm nih, kol 1 pagi, bukak lappy n go to the link! 

*p/s nina~ aku tahu ko baca post nih.tyme aku duk berFB ngn hang la aku dpat pic ni.hang pon cuba keyh!

atoiii chek mek molekk=P

nayh~

gmbar budak cute=P

(maaf la~ x sanggup nak upload gmbar tuh! (**!))