awkward

Mr. Shy is awkward~ 0445 hours Nov 26th, 2011 Canterbury, South East England.

woahoo! i'm back after months being away, disappearing! there were reasons really. life is tough recently, with study, relationship, financial and all.

........

awkward, I don't know what to write.

to be honest, i have nothing to share in this post. i was blog walking when i realised i haven't been to my own homepage for months and made a quick decision to pay a visit. so here i am, writing with no aim, no purpose and no idea.

.......

i better get out of here. i seriously have no idea of what to write. sorry for keeping this short. i'll come back next time. bye!

sorry

i'm sorry

by mr shy on monday, august third, 2011 at 19:09

canterbury, kent.

i made a stupid decision again . i always choose to made one. for now, i'm no longer on facebook . It was such a mess , a horrible mess .

raya is coming!

Happy Eid-ul Fitri guys!

by mr shy on sunday, 28th august 2011 at 21:31

canterbury, kent.

hey guys! i would like to wish you happy eid-ul fitri. i'm seeking for your forgiveness =p

i'll share my raya preparation, soon oke!

=(

Wanna be home!

by mr shy on sunday, 21st august 2011 at 21:58

canterbury, kent.

ma, sepuy nak balik.. =(

mr. shy's 100 truths

100 truths

by mr shy on Monday, 15 August 2011 at 21:58

canterbury, kent.

1. Full name :sepuy simbei @ sai kimura

2. Nicknames: shy, sepuy, epul, ieman

3. Zodiac Sign : Pisces

4. Male or female: Male

5. Elementary School: SK Kubang Kerian II, Kota Bharu

6. High School: SMK Kubang Kerian II, Kota Bharu

8. Hair color : Black

9. Tall or short: Tall

10. Lazy or energetic: Energizer

11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans

12. Phone or Camera : Camera first, phone comes second

13. Health freak: So particular. Yes

14. Orange or Apple : Apple

15. Pepsi or Coke :Coke

16. Best friends : "dulu ngaku bff, skrg nak tegur pon dah payah!! #tchh" haha!

17. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope

18. Boyfriend/girlfriend: Not yet.

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: Yes.

20. Been in a relationship : Yes.

21. Been in a car accident? : No.

22. Been in a fist fight : Yes.

23. First piercing: Nope.

24. Skinny dipped: ~

25. First word :G

26. First thing you did this morning : Put the alarm off

27. First kiss :My mum

28. First love: My mum.

29. Last person you talked to in person: Aziz Atan

30. Last person you texted : Aini Amirah

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Ha Ni Kim, Shabirah, Samantha, Aziz

32. Last food you ate: Chicken with black sauce, Korean bean sprout soup, fried eggs and rice

33. Last movie you watched: Tiga Abdul

34. Last song you listened to : Words that freeze my heart- Wheesung

35. Last thing you bought : Zara jeans

36. Last person you hugged : Lorraine

FAVORITE...

37. Food :Don't have any

38. Drink : Ice Lemon Tea

39. Bottoms: Slim cut khaki/ jeans

40. Top : jacket with scarf

41. Animal : Horse

42. Colors:Black, Blue

43. Movies: too many

44. Song : Aiuta - Choshinsei

HAVE YOU EVER?

45. [X] Gotten Baptized.

46. [X] Celebrated Halloween.

47. [/] Had your heart broken...

48. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [/] had someone question your sexual orientation.

50. [/] laughed for no particular reason

51. [X] got pregnant.

52. [X] had an abortion.

53. [/] Did something you regret.

54. [/] Broke a promise.

55. [/] Hid a Secret.

56. [/] pretended to be happy.

57. [X] met someone who changed your life.

58. [/] pretended to be sick.

59. [/] left the country.

60. [/] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [/] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [/] ran a mile.

63. [/] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [/] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [/] dated someone.

CURRENTLY :

66. Watching :

超新星 Supernova Choshinsei 초신성 - SUPERSTAR~ REBORN~ [2010 Special Concert in Yokohama]

67. Eating : Wholenut Milk Chocolate

68. Drinking : Ice Lemon Tea

69. Listening to: Supertsar Reborn - Choshinsei

70. Talking to: Myself.

71. Waiting for : Myself to perform prayers

72. Mood: Jealous

YOUR FUTURE

73. Want kids: Yes.

74. Want to get married: Yes.

75. Career: Educator

76. Lips or Eyes: Lips.

78. Romantic or spontaneous : Spontaneous

79. Quiet or loud : Depends

80. Smart or athletic : Smart? LOLS

81. Hook-up or relationship: No.

82. Looks or personality : Both!

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contact : Nope.

84. Snuck out of a house: Yes.

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No.

86. Killed somebody: Nope

87. Broken someone's heart: Yes.

89. Cried when someone died: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: Yes

91. Miracles: Yes

92. Love at first sight: Nope

93. Heaven: Yes.

94. Santa Clause: ~

95. Fate: Yes.

96. Kiss on the first date: No.

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now : My mum.

98. Do you know who your real friends are: Yes.

99. Do you believe in God: Absolutely.

100. Post as 100 truths?: ...

Graduation Party

Mr. Shy went to a graduation party~

15.40 hours

August 14th, 2011

Canterbury

South East England.

hari ni, Canterbury bermandi cahaya mentari. summer bright finally arrives, but not the temperature. angin sepoi sepoi bahasa masih lagi membuatkan tubuh muda ini mengigil. hari ini ahad, the only day yang membenarkan aku tido sampai lewat pagi. tapi entah camne, hari bgun kol 9 jugak.aiseh~

okeyh, hari ni nak menunaikan janji yg lepas. citer sal graduation party kat umah kawan kerja si smita. (Hush, ni nak tunaikan janji! XD). si smita ni minah nepal yang study kat ukc ; university of kent canterbury. beberapa minggu yg lepas, dia graduate. degree in bussiness. so sempena dia graduate, family and kawan kawan dia nak celebrate la kan. maka, me and fei fei ( sorang lagi kawan kerja diajak ke uma dia).

ade satu sebab yg aku respect kat smita and keluarga dia ni. dia respect pasal agama dan pantang larang budaya orang lain. sebab dia tahu aku tak makan abg oink oink dan seangkatan dengannya, family dia prepare makanan spesel tuk aku. walaupun masa party tu diorang tetab bbq oink oink, diorang siapkan makanan aku dulu. siap g beli sosej halal kat ASDA lagi.

uh ya, korang mesti ingat orang nepal ni ade iras iras indian kan? hm, bg aku orang orang nepal ni tak de la cam indian ingat. diorang more to fair complexion (nak mcm melayu pon ade). tapi dressed up diorang, similar to indian. pakai sari and all. and makanan diorang pon agak similar to inidian food. spicy and full with spices.

masa kat umah smita tuh, ade la jugak borak borak ngn pakcik dia. and to my surprise pak cik dia tahu certain words in malay sebab penah keje kat brunei. sambil borak borak, layan citer hindi. gua waloupun x minat citer bollywood, tapi layan jer. si fei fei terpaku. tak penah tengok citer bollywood agaknyer.

hm. tak tahu nak tulis ape dah. malas sebenarnya. oke la, nak g berendam dlm warm bath. dah sejuk sngat ni. papai!

promise

Mr. Shy promised you this~!!

03.54hours

August 12th, 2011

Canterbury

South East England.

Hi peeps. sorry. I know I haven't fulfill my promise yet ; to write a post about Smita's graduation party, but I will soon. So not in the mood lately. Sorry aye cuties. Please don't get mad , miu miu XD.

I will write soon! promise~

i'm back~

Mr. Shy is back~! XD

20.17 hours

July 27th, 2011

Canterbury,

South East England.

semalam malam, langit canterbury mendung. hari ni, sama, mendung ala ala mahu hujan; tapi tak hujan. biasalah cuaca uk; unpredictable. aku lak hidup sebagai perantau berkerjaya dua tiga menjak nih. sebab tu jarang berblog. maaf lah, teman busy sebenarnya. haha!

kalo winter break tahun lepas aku kerja sebagai cashier kat town, summer break tahun ni aku keje sebagai casual worker kat kent hospitality lak. ala, keje ala ala housekeeping gitu (memang keje housekeeping pon). gua cakap sama lu, keje nih memang terbaik la. dah macam remaja berkerjaya aku rasa. setiap hari bangun jam 7.30 pagi, lagi awal dari waktu biasa aku bangun nak g kelas. kalo nak g kelas, nak bgun kol 8 pagi pon susah. mahu alarm snoozing empat lima enam kali baru mahu bgun. tapi, sebab nak cari duit summer break nih, alarm tak sempat nak snooze kali ke dua, dah siap siap bangun. terbaik lah!

oke, rutinnya, pagi pagi kol 7.30 aku bgun buat brunch box nak makan masa keje nanti. biasanya aku prepare sandwich salami je. senang dan cepat. pada yg tak tahu salami tu ape, salami tu cam sosej besar yg dibalut ngn plastic. i mean betol besar. mahu cam jadi kayu besbol pon ade. tapi ade je salami yg pendek. by 8, aku dah siap siap tukar baju and prepare my stuff semua. semua masuk dlm beg sandang, dan jalan.

hah, part jalan ni lagi satu keajaiban dunia. tiap tiap hari aku jalan dari rumah sampai ke tempat keje. 3.5 km pergi. 3.5 km balik.pergh! memang fit la kau shy! haha. usually, aku sampai kat tempat kerja around 10 to 9. lepas clock in, tunggu team leader aku, lorraine datang, ambek barang barang nak bersihkan umah semua pastu gerak. depends la, biasanya aku buat umah kalo ngan lorraine, sebab lorraine tak suka buat apartment. tapi kalo lorraine tak datang keje sebab sakit ke, malas ke, aku g keje ngn debbie. puh, si debbie ni memang lucu. caye lah. kalo ngn debbie, biasanya aku buat flat. tak tahu la kenape. tapi memang akan buat flat. macam -macam istilah la ade keje housekeeping nih; spring cleaning, turn round, back to back, refresh, service dan macam macam lagi.haha,ambek kau!

keje kat as housekeeping nih tak de la susah sngat. agak agak cam bersih umah bila nak raya. tak gitu kawan kawan kent hospitality semua? haha. biasanya, aku kemas dapur sebab ade bnyak benda bole buat kat dapur dan aku suka 'take time'. maksud aku, tak rush la. bukan tak buat keje. bukan, bukan. bukan makan gaji buta ya.haha. kalo dapur orang laen ambek, aku akan buat bilik, make bed tak pon cuti bathroom. normally, kalo ngn lorraine, keje dari jam 9 lebih lebih (kadang kadang kol 10 baru start keje.hihi) smpai 10 to 11, pastu tea break 40 mins. pastu smbung keje balik.

my record. macde 3 beds in a room. nakal sungguh adik adik belanda yg stay sini. =p

keje punya keje sampai jam 3. kalo rajin dan ade peluang, akan buat OT sampai jam 4. kalo rajin la. nak balik, clock out kat office, pasang mp3 dan jalan.haha! uh ya, dalam team aku ade tiga orang. aku, my team leader, dan smita (awek nepal). dulu ade ah moi, fei fei nama dia. tapi dia dah quit sebab dia pegi euro trip. oke la, dah penat. next post, aku share pasal pegi party umah smita lak. sempena dia graduate. oke bebeyh. chiou!

goodbye!

00.08 hours
May 16th, 2011
Canterbury
South East England.

this is my favourite after all

rindu!

0430 hours

May 15th, 2011

Canterbury

South East England.

i'm writing this early in the morning. whilst listening to yiruma's kiss the rain. my heart is quivering at the moment. it has been longing for people in malaysia. how i miss them. how i missing my beloved one. being away teaches me how to be strong i guess. people say, when we are far away, our heart will grow fonder towards the ones we loved. its true i'm afraid. how curiously interesting it is for me to wake up from my long deep blissful sleep thinking my of loved one back in malaysia.

officially, it's been more than seven months me staying in the UK. two seasons passed, spring is at it's end and summer is definitely on it's way. time flies, people move and life continue

IMYSM!

dusty! lols

00.33 hours

May 7th, 2011

Canterbury,

South East England.

puh! puh! berhabuk. sejak dua menjak ni, jarang saye jengok blog. saye bukan saje-saje malas datang jenguk, tapi kenyataannya memang saye malas pon. la ni, dah masuk musim bunga. kalo dalam movie omputih, mahupun drama korea, time time ni la ramai yang duk lepak luar. menikmati sinaran mentari kata mereka. saye? haram ah nak berjemur kat luar. saye dah cukup tanned, tak perlu tambah dah.

mesti korang cakap 'oh bestnya dia dapat duk oversea'. before korang menambah dengan panjang lebar, meh nak gitau. bukan 24/7 (not k-pop mesia =.=!) hidup kat uk ni best doe. ade je masa masa yg membuatkan kalian mahu menyumpah seranah. oh oh. saye bukan la org yg suka bercakap buruk sal orang mahupun negara orang, tapi ade certain faktor yang membuatkan saye geram atau lebih tepat lagi naik darah.oke~senyum.kalo tak cepat tua.

ramai budak budak mahu pun abang abang kat sini bersifat perkauman atau lebih tepat lagi tak cukup didikan moral. hape diorang ingat negara diorang best sangat. well, to certain extent, memang la best kan, ade bunga yg warna warni, bole tengok daun luruh, ade salji, ade lalat yang besar cam lebah, dan yang lebih best lagi, internet laju. yang tuh saye memang admit la. tapi yang aku heran nya, nape la golongan nih nak pandang rendah pada kami golongan pelajar. nak kate diorang buduh, mungkin la, hm-no comment. tapi entah la. tak cukup susu mak kut kecik kecik dulu. tu lah, minum susu lembu banyak sngat.lan dah bebal cam lembu. bukti nyer, last week, masa nak balik dr kelas, saye dan sorang lagi kawan telah di harassed oleh dua ekor budak yg tak berapa nak hensem and bijak. bebal tahap lembu, mereka dgn segan silunya mebaling tin coke yg haram tuh ke arah kami. what the heck budak nih. tapi agak lucu la disitu. dia baling tak kena sasaran, tangan bengkok. jauh di lubuk hati,saye bersimpati. dah la bebal, tak de bakat membaling pulak tuh.sadis sadis.

ni hah saye sempat snap, yang baling pakai baju merah tuh. tapi yg shirtless tu bersubahat gak. dua dua bebal. maap lah

oke, lah. cukup untuk hari. laen kali saya update lagi. tamao kate saye malas update blog ya. tak suka tak suka~ haha! adiosa peeps!

Spring leisure to Wingham Part I

Kanda Tuah had a great time in Wingham~

0437 hours

April 12th, 2011

Canterbury,

South East England.

The longest journey ever made was to place we all already known, researched, and intimately described. Yet that journey, which might have done nothing but confirm established views, provided all mankind with a revelation. The journey was, of course to the moon.

It should not have been all that surprising, for that has always been the true purpose of travel: to see, experience, feel and understand distant place, but then to find another reward to gain a deeper knowledge of home, of one's culture of oneself.

The first time i traveled, i mean i really traveled, out of my hometown, my country; would be my voyage to England, United Kingdom. Well, being in someones' country would make me feel nervous, but after some time, my worries faded and my interest grew. It's now been nearly seven months since i first stepped down in the UK. In the vicinity of seven months, my true journey only begun yesterday when i went to a countryside in Wingham,Kent to experience the real life of a British country-people.

It was Carol's place that I went to, my tutor's adorable countryside cottage with spacious yard filled with animals, plants and of course, flowers! The journey to Wingham from Canterbury town took me and my friends about 15 minutes by bus. We were about to missed the stopping point when we met Yasmine, Carol's daughter on the bus. Having no clue that we would meet Yasmine, there was nothing else that we can do except thanked her for being there. At the cottage, I met Wild's family. John; Carol's husband their son ( i can't remember the name) and the surprised was, we were introduced to sooty and sweep, Wild's family lambs which they have been kept as pets. Malaysians might think having lambs as pets is a peculiar doing, but here in the UK, it's considered normal.

I have to admit, Wingham did reminded me of my hometown back in Kota Bharu. The atmosphere was likely the same. The shady trees, the birds chirping, and yeah, with no chilly wind and tulips of course! But, the flashback of my hometown did came to me. That was for sure.

jadi jester dan jaga booth!

Kanda Tuah is free~

22.43 hours

March 24th, 2011

Canterbury,

South East England.

yeah!! my hectic week has came to an end! I've done my micro taught, submitted my assignments, participated in Malaysian fest and the most important thing is, I've completed my short play! no more acting after this. i swear!! XD~

oke, the most memorable experience comes first. XP

my experience acting out the role of jester. a 'sengau' jester to be precise. to come out with the so-called enjoyable performance, my friends and i have been rehearsing the play for like months! i was given the role as Marlowe ( a friend of Shakespeare) initially, but then, as the rehearsal went on, Mike decided to change my role to jester. i dont know why, but people said the role of jester kinda suit my personality. freak!! haha~

one interesting info about being a jester. you can behave or act in any way that you like. well, the acts supposedly to be funny, and i tried to be one. during the real performance, i did become a crazy jester. i never knew that i can be that crazy. seriously. it never came to my mind that i would behave or act in such a way, acts stupid to make people laugh.sigh~

btw, the jester's costumes, my friends and me sew it on our own. it is our very own product! XD

the queen sitting on her chair, Mike (our lecturer, standing at the back) and me as a jester

the production team! not all are my team members. this is just a combination from the other teams XP

Marlowe and I

the second memorable thing is, Malaysian Fest! it was amazing. seriously. i love the people, the clothes, the food, the dances, the songs and everything. i didn't take part in any dance performance tho, for i was assigned to handle a booth, Malaysian national costumes booth (walaopun asik lari je.XD). Yet, i did joined several dances and games. hoho.

dato haili, rector of IPG was there too

.s.i.g.h.

Kanda Tuah feels stuffy~
00.53 hours
March 23rd, 2011
Canterbury,
South East England.

me living a hectic life lately and i'm sick of it. assignments just get on my wick, with drama rehearsals killing me slowly. my frantic attempts to get my essays done just added to my miserable. i just need some rest for god sake. a short rest will do. sigh. i hate this. seriously!

btw, lots of people asking me the reason i deactivated my previous FB. well, it was a mess and i cant handle it anymore. i went out of my control. so i decided to create a new FB acc. please don't be offended if i didn't alerted you guys with the deactivation. i cant think straight at that time, forgive me for that.

.d.e.m.a.m.

Kanda Tuah penah demam teruk~

22.50 hours

March 7th, 2011

Canterbury

South East England.

demam.

tadi, masa dinner sempat lak citer sal demam. ajiz citer sal dia x makan nasi seminggu sebab demam. x de selera katanya. well, aku kalo demam pon memg x de selera. minum air suam je. nak wat camne.dah mmg selera mati terus.

masa kecik kecik dulu, penah sekali aku demam teruk. masa year 5 kalo tak silap. sampai seminggu duk umah x keluar sebb demam. nasib baik time tu cuti sekolah. kalo x sah sah aku x g sekolah.haha. satu family kot demam kecuali my dad yg maintain sihat dan macho. well, nama pon budak kan. demam siket mula la nak manja manja. time tuh, my mum pon demam sekali. kami anak beranak tido kat ruang tamu sebab tanak bg abah demam sekali.

yang paling aku ingat, time demam ni la time nafsu makan ilang. even tengok kfc pon cm tengok cenkodok pisang sejuk je. dekat seminggu gak la makan paksa rela. bukan tanak makan, tapi kalo mkn rasa pahit giler.siyes pahit. even minum air milo pon rasa pahit. betol cakap aku. percayalah.

so far, kat england ni, aku penah demam sekali je. x teruk sangat la. cuma batuk yg cam harem. nak terkeluar anak tekak duk atok.siyes!! nasib baik ade kawan kawan and senior yg baik hati yang ambek berat. well, rasa terharu jugak la. hehe~

kanda tuah ni la yg demam.LOL~

oke lah, saje nak tulis something sebb dah lama x update. kena smbung wat esaimen nih.papai peeps!

.a. .c.o.l.d. .d.a.y.

Kanda Tuah enjoyed the weather~

22.36 hours

Feb 28th, 2011

Canterbury,

South East England.

hi peeps,

Another cold day in Canterbury. i was shivering on my way to the campus. it was icy cold with 5 degrees temperature and had been maintain till early evening. the current temperature is 3 degrees and luckily me now in my own warm room, with a small heater appliance next to my only window. well, it sounds weird but somehow i do enjoy today's weather. i love the cloudy atmosphere with calm wind blowing. it soothes me. for the whole day, there was no sun shining. they were only gray chunky clouds together with light rain fall. sounds freak aye, for someone to love such weather.