.d.o. .y.o.u. .l.o.v.e. .m.e.?.

if u ever asked me

"do u love me?"

my answer will be

"with all my heart.."

.l.a.t.e. .n.i.g.h.t. .s.t.o.r.y.~.

penah dapat pengalaman cenggini?

sedang anda tengah asyik melayan FB pada lewat malam, bersendirian ditemani rintik rintik ujan, berguling di atas tilam empuk dengan lampu terpadam, anda mendapat chat dari seseorang yang tidak anda kenali.

lantas anda berfikir~ "hantu mana lak ni?"

niat di hati mahu aja tekan punat x chat box tersebut.namun, datang pula satu link~maka hati ini tertanya tanya.apakah itu? darah muda katakan.with bold heart, i opened that link in a new tab! guess what?

GAMBAR POCHONG! shit man!!

sedang aku yang time tuh duk bersimpuh di atas katil, jatuh tertiarap! terkejut punya pasal. gampang punya gambar! shiall betol manusia yang hantar gmbar tuh. percaya ah! kalo dia ada depan aku time tuh, nescaya aku kerjakan dia sampai dia yg jadik pochong! berdebah tol!! phew~~ hilang kemachoan aku! chiss!

but before i went to sleep, i realized sumthing. how did i handled the situation in calmness.hahha. dalam cuak melihat photo tersebut, aku sempat berfikir tentang apa yg aku harus lakukan. with brave heart, i close the tab, shut down my lappy n called a friend of mine to get me distracted from thinking bout dat picture. tapi semalam seksa gak ah~ kol 3 baru boleyh tido..tsk.tsk.

nayh! kalo sesapa yg berani tuh,cuba lah! malm nih, kol 1 pagi, bukak lappy n go to the link! 

*p/s nina~ aku tahu ko baca post nih.tyme aku duk berFB ngn hang la aku dpat pic ni.hang pon cuba keyh!

atoiii chek mek molekk=P

nayh~

gmbar budak cute=P

(maaf la~ x sanggup nak upload gmbar tuh! (**!)) 

,d,r,e,a,m,~,

.T.H.E. .D.R.E.A.M. .O.F. .A. .S.E.A.G.U.L.L.
 

my foot does not separate from the ground,
i'm simply afraid,
i'm afraid to fly to the sky,
because i'm used to the ground,
i'm unfamiliar to the sky,
do i have the wings,
do i have the dream of before?

anonymous~

.i. .d.o.n.t. .n.o.e.~.

when i hear the rain drops, it does makes my heart stirring. it makes me miss my old days, more than yesterday. i don't remember from when it is, but i've been missing my childhood days.i've been frenzy. my intimidated feeling of being alone grows bigger especially when the days of me being sent abroad for my studies come nearer. they keep expanding and i feel a bit agitated. i keep thinking and pondering to my self, and still it is nothing. but it is awkward too for me ignoring them.

74 days left before im leaving for uk.there are 1776 hours left, and i kept counting.

.k.a.w.e.n. .d.a.n. .d.u.i.t.~.

yea! ~ cuti!! macam biasalh.cuti cenggini, duk umah, layan movie, menghadam segala jenis makanan yang ada di rumah dan tidur jua. tapi semalam, diajak sama bonda ke rumah sanak saudara mengundang mereka ke majlis kesyukuran keluarga dan majlis khatam quran yang akan dilangsungkan dalam masa terdekat.

dalam enak berbicara, seorang makcip, merangkap auntie yg kurang aku kenal menanyakan soklan cepu mas

"yang ni ke nak kawen?" dengan muka selamba senyum menghadap aku yang sedang malu malu kucim~

"haha~saya? kawen? haha..makcip ni lucu lah..mana ade"

"ouh~ makcip pon pelik,muda sngat, tapi dah nak kawen (sambil tersipu malu)" haha~

adeih.maaplah.tapi bukan masa tuk pikir sal kawen lagi.pagi tadi lagi advanced.tuk guru tempat aku mengaji siap bagi nasihat lagi.

"jangan duk ikut minah saleh kat sana nanti.walaopun diorang cantik, orang kita lagi cntik.cantik ngn budi pekerti, agama" 

raeaksi aku? speechless..*tsk.tsk*

tutup citer~ 

tengah hari tadi g bank.saje nak update buku bank.curious nak tahu berapa juta aku dah abeskan dalam tempoh dua tahun yg lampau~ 

wang keluar = MYR 13 126.00, oh my.aku bela anak ke bnyak sangat guna dwet nih/ =.=!

.b.e.c.a.u.s.e. .u. .l.o.v.e.d. .m.e.~.

its weird~ i have this feeling..a feeling being loved by someone more than anything..yup! crap!!

because u loved me~

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


I'm everything I am
Because you loved me 

.l.u.l.u.s.!.~.

alhamdulillah~ i've passed my foundation course!

have no strength to write rite now~dizzy..bye=.=!