Last Raya !

Mr. Shy had his last Eid in the UK~ 
21.58 hours
August 22nd, 2012 
Canterbury, Kent.

hey yo ! pergh, it has been ages since I last visited my own page. Everything seems dusty ! Haha, uh ya, this is my first trip to the blog page with my newly wed wife. Ladies and gentleman, boys and girls ; I'd like to introduce to all of you my new wife. Tadaa ~! Please say hi to her. She's a bit timid I know =P

Alright, back to the main business. There is an event that I'd like to share with all of you; which is my last Eid celebration in the UK. Uh yes, for me this year would be the last Eid celebration in the UK cause next year I'll fly back home for good ! To be honest, I thought I would be engrossed with sentimental mood and melancholic atmosphere during Eid this year reason for I have less people around me to celebrate the Eid with. Surprisingly, I had none of the those sad situations. I must say my Eid was awesomely fun and colourful. 

You know I hate writing, so I'll just share the photos. Tehee ~

one more thing, I've submitted a 'salam perantau' to Berita Harian as well and you what? mine was featured in the newspaper ! haha. Thanks BH for choosing mine XD

occay, that's all for now. tata beauties and handsomes !

Summer BBQ

Mr. Shy had a great BBQ Party~ 

22.02 hours May 16, 2012 Canterbury, South East England.

It was great to have an outdoor BBQ  party today. The weather was being nice, with cool balmy wind and shy sunshine shines, sharing its warmth. Frankly speaking, it was spontaneous decision for us to throw the party. We had planned it before, but because of the tension atmosphere of the exam, we decided to cancelled it, until yesterday when we decided to have another outdoor party as well as birthday party for Al, who has turned 22 on the last May 11. So we ended up bringing bbq grills and food to Felix's place. Well, the feeling was great. We had a good time with great laughter and incredible food as well. I think the best bit of the party was the game, when we all agreed to play 'kotak beracun'. Seriously it was fun. People came up with outrageous ideas and laughable actions which made me myself burst with laughter. But I was quite worried tho. We made so much noises as if our voices can be heard a mile away !Luckily we didn't received any complaints from Felix's neighbours. I guess, the neighbourhood understands students well! in this case, it's noisy Malaysians students that I'm talking about :)

Found This !

Mr. Shy founds an interesting word document~

19.23 hours April 28th, 2012Canterbury, South East England.

I was searching a file for my portfolio when I intentionly clicked on this word document. It is rather a special document I admit. Why? because it contains some comments that which I saved from a game on Facebook. Find it quite funny tho.

2302-good sense of fashion...u like cam-whoring but wat I like is how u dn't give a (wat's the word there? =P) about wat others think..it does turn out kinda cute though..hihi..Ur into Korean guys' style? It shows..we had a conversation back then during potluck? Owhhh...wonder wat we talked about..hee..and ya, a literature session wud be nice..=)

2302 pergh. bile tgk muke die, sgt2 cair ok. huhu. kawan aku mase kat KMKN. actually, tak kenal pn die mase kat KMKN, sebab die study kejap je. tak sempat nak ramas mesra. haha. kami chat kat fb ni. rupa2nya, die ingt aku. sebagai penjual nasi lemak. haha. lol. btw, beb, good luck ea kat perantauan. jgn nakal2. nnt balik sini, contact aku. i'll make sure that u will get to know me more. h0h0. bunyi sgt jeng3..! :P :)

‎2302 - eleh,, ko tunggu le smpai ke tua.. bru brg ko smpai kt ko.. haha,, die ni first ak jmpe kt ipba la,, time die bru masuk.. hahah,,, time ak cm mls je nk lyn tp die nih ok la,,, hahha,,, smpai kt cccu bru la hu ha hu ha ngn die nih,,, die nk kate comel,,, x pon,, nk kate macho,,, urmmm,, ade la ckit,,, hahhha,,, sng b'kwn ngn adik gojes nih sbb die easygoing... auuww..

2302: nombor ni mcm bufday dia je...hahaha, betul la tu!..hohoho

ni lg sekor, igt ko gojes ke??...lambat lagi!!!!

slalu gak tolong2 saya dikala kesusahan...dan dulu mmg byk saked ati ngan dia.

(itu dulu la, x simpan dlm ati pun) mungkin sebab x kenal ati budi masing2 kutt...

kesian kat dia, nak2 lagi bila terlepas flight blk KB kan???

huhuhu

beliau sgt rajen+tekun+kreatif+sgt nk berfesyen korea...siapakah beliau ek??

2302.fashionista korea.mula2 knl,bajet gile kakah ni! wkakakaa..lame2,perghh,,gile nk mam! siap menari out of control. best kwn nga dia ni. sbb dia gile.ye gile! cheers..

2302- mr smart guy. sangat jage penampilan.. gile korea, mungkin... skang ni ada dslr, suke g mane2 tempat and amik gambar byk2 n edit

2302-haaa....first time masuk ipba die jadi kls rep. mmg bertanggungjawab la sbb die tlg kiteorg bdak 2nd intake cari kerusi meja sume2. nmpk berkarisma la time tu..chewah...pastu bile da lame2..baru sedar die ni gile jugak rupenye. bahaye kalau ajak p karaoke same2.lagi-lagi lagu korea. btw..suke tgk fashion die skrg. mcm korea.hihi

2302: hah... fren... u r so artistic.. i ws amazed to c ur masterpiece during our play.. it ws great... keep it up.. u r vry frenly...nice to talk to..tc .. stay cool :)

haha! see, I told you. They are quite funny :)

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watch and think

Mr. Shy feels sad and angry~ 22.42 hours March 09th, 2012 Canterbury, South East England.

watch and justify. i'm not going to argue, just stating my view.

• A: Maybe anak dye ade hal or sumtg yg x dpt di elakkn mcm kemalangan etc. Who knows kan?sbb kalo dye nk tgl btol2 npe brani bg details sume.obviously org akn dpt cntct blk kn.sbb mula2 dye angkt je hp then jz x angkt bkn tros off hp.xtaw la.sian kt nenek ni.tp xtw gk ape jd kt ank dye.huhu.tbe2 ter pk
  

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  Sepuy Simbei for me. sibuk mana pon anak, even sampai tahap terdesak, there is no way he/she can ingores or make his/her mum sad. After Allah, is our Rasul, then our mum, mum and mum. This nanny smpai nangis-nangis, that shows something. Tapi, like u said kan, who knows. Moga Allah bagi ketenangn n kegembiraan kat nanny ni :)
  

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• A: yep btol tu shy..x pk pon yg dye busy wf keje etc.kalo psl keje mmg xley trima..jz ter pk mybe dye accident or sumtg else *tgk drama byk sgt neh..heheh.. but seriously,when i watched dz video, tros teringat my late grandma. sobbss~
  

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  Sepuy Simbei ‎:). the fact that he/she sent his/her mother to the cheap hostel with his/her presence at the first place, suggests something. i just wondering, why on earth he/she thought of leaving his/her mother here? (and i assume nothing happened to him/her physically providing he/she afford to bring his/her mother to the hotel). My feeling strongly suggests that her son/daughter were trying to 'eliminate' her and that is terribbly sad!
  i know cha. this reminds me of my nanny too. Luckyly she had all her children to love her all her life :)
  be brave cha!
  

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baby girl :)

Mr. Shy is welcoming his new little sister~ 19.16 hours March 08th, 2011 Canterbury, South East England.

 this little fella, she's a new member in my family. was born today, around 12.00 noon. (don't know the exact time)

lets say 'hi' to her :)

miss chis & sid kids

Mr. Shy misses his kids~ 20.18 hours March 06th, 2012 Canterbury, South East England.

I miss Owen, Sebastian, Brandon, James, Nick, Louise, Lizzy, Amelia, Alex..

I bet you're wondering who are on earth I've been referring to. 

Alright, let's start this from the beginning. 

It was last week when I paid a visit (or visits? hell, i'm not sure!) to Chislehurts and Sidcup Grammar School, in Kent as a part of my Contemporary Education module requirement. For a week I'd been returning to the school from Canterbury by a coach arranged by the uni. Believe me, the school isn't somewhere near Canter! It took us nearly an hour and half for each journey. The so called best bit was, I had to raise as early as 6 to get ready for the school! No more sleep after subuh :)

To be honest,initially I was quite afraid to be at the secondary school in the UK. All sort of images and stigma came to my mind. Blame the media!

Then, when I first joined the class, all those images and stigam went to dissapear. I was given 7D class by the school to be observed and I must admit they were good kids. They gave brilliant impression to me, and made me confident to be at the school! The first day always been the awkward day. They were quite shy with me (or was it me who were quite shy? ) and  barely talk to me except few students who were easy going and frolic. Gradually, they grew fonder with me and chat with me a lot! They even cheered up when I walked into their class and went to look for me when I lost in finding their classrooms. They best thing I love about them was they treated me like their friend and share everything with me; and that included their feeling about their teachers! whether they like their teachers or not. What pleased me the most were, they would love to have me as their teacher and they even request me to stay longer in the school! I know. I was touched too~

The last day always been a sad one. On the last lesson, when they were about to finish their class, we had a short farewell chat. All those hugs and wishes made me miss them a lot! 

sigh..

this is dave. he was our driver. and he talked a lot too! especially whislt driving. =.=

do you?

Mr. Shy feels contented~ 19.46 hours Feb 18th, 2012 Canterbury, South East England.

Something surprisingly interesting happened to me this afternoon. I was in Zara looking for the right jacket size when a young lady stopped me. She was a pretty lady, with her mum.

girl : excuse me, do you work in here?
me : (wide grin) oh, sorry. I don't. I wish I am!
girl : uh sorry ! (smiling)
me : no worries! (smiling) (awkward moment) (leave like a b0ss)

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To be honest, I felt seriously happy. why ? because people who work in Zara always look elegent! XD . That young lady must have mistook me for a sales assistant because of my appearance (presumably). I was wearing casual jacket from topman with straight cut jeans from zara itself. haha . keep dreaming shy!

 

Lapland

Mr. Shy's Lapland~ 20:42 hours Feb 10th, 2011 Canterbury, South East England

it was in malaysia when i first encountered this famous fairytale story from finland  called the 'snow queen'. and yes, that was the very beginning i came accross the name 'lapland'; a fairytale land, where tranquality filled the air, and covered with nothing except snow and only snow. it's carved in my mind that lapland is associated with snow, and this year when the snow was falling and covering the surface the name lapland came to my mind. my canterbury has turned to lapland.

it rather quite late i'd say for snow to fall in february. daffodils were frantic and were about to bloom, but crazy winter returned with the promised snow. left alone the weather, but i was happy myself. i'm thankful that i was able to lay down on the fluffy snow again this year.

the snow was quite thick. today is the fifth day after the snow rained, but the is still some left waiting to be melted by the roaring sunshine. the bitterly cold temperature keeps the snow frozen really. i just checked the weather forecast and it is predicted that snow will fall again next sunday.

i'll be waiting patiently.

p/s* whenever snow rains, i'll get this song on player. it suits my feeling very well :)

abah

Mr. Shy is missing his abah~ 22:55 hours Feb 8th, 2012 Canterbury, South East England.

It's been a thousand years since i last posted something in my blog. an autumn has passed, winter is reigning and spring is waiting patiently in line to be on the throne, the moments will be hers, soon. time passes, love bloms so does the feeling of longing. I've been longing for my family, my dad especially; for another thousand years. 

few days before, I was having my afternoon nap when my dad walked in my dream. He made my eyes teary. I've been missing him badly. It wasn't quite long ago since i last video-skyping with him on skype, but i still missed him. a song tittled 'ayah' (dad) came out on youtube when i was surfing for nasyed on net. thinking of abah, i clicked the link and instantly memories of him rushed into my mind, overflowed with childhood memories of abah and me.

when i was a kid, i wasn't quite close to my abah really. i was mama's son instead. for me, abah was strict and busy. much of his time spent working. the memory of him tagging me with him to his workplace is still vivid in my memory box. life wasn't that easy back then. abah demanded all his sons to be at least have the experience of the hardship of life, even at the young age. maybe that what made me not having a great bonding with him, because he made a young boy working at a such young age.

If i were given a chance, i would like to go back to my childhood period and be a good son for abah. I'd love to be with him to spent my child days with; i don't mind working if that can build a great relationship between us. anyways, don't get me wrong. not that i'm having a bad relationship with my dad when i was young, just that i'm regretting not having a good one. my life would be even lot better if i had one, at least i wouldn't be this spoiled.

i can't wait to be home. i just can't.