tactless~

i've lost my control today
everything i've kept buried inside me
came rushing to the surface
eventually..

i had a plan
i want to change who i was
create a life as someone new
someone without the past
without the pain
someone alive
but it's not that easy
the bad things stay with you
they follow you
you can't escape them
as much as you want to
all you can do is be ready for the good
so when it comes
you invite it in
because you need it
at least..i need it

w.i.l.l. m.i.s.s. '.e.m.!.

i will miss these.surely i will.its been my paradise for two years. and that two years will end soon. six weeks left till i leave this paradise.my only room here in ipba. there are no such other rooms like mine.the only mine!

look forward to own this room again during my 4th year..

405 A (A)

this is where i lump all my things. from my hand phone till my magazines~ all are here

my feveret spot. i could spend all day long sitting here, surfing the net, listen to my feveret music, watching movies, short videos..

my locker..a bit messy..well its near da xm week. have no time to take care of it.sigh.(using xm week as an excuse~)

my bed~ its double beds.still i made it triple~ hahaha..mine is the one with crocodile on it and the lowest one. both are mine^^

i.t. .c.a.m.e. w.i.t.h.o.u.t. .a. w.o.r.d.~.

it came without a word

i shouldn't have done it

i should have ignored it

like it wouldn't be seen

like it couldn't be seen

i don't think i should have seen you

i should have run away

i should have pretend not to hear

like it wouldn't be heard

like it couldn't be heard

i shouldn't have listened to you

without a word you made me know

without a word you gave me comfort

you made me fill myself with warmness

then you ran away

without a word you left me

without a word you tossed me aside

not knowing to say

my lips were surprised

because you came and left without a word

h.a.t.e.~.

okeyh. i hate this feeling.badly. someone please take it away from me~ 

s.a.y.a. r.a.j.i.n.!.

okeyh! saya bukan nak membangga diri..tapi kali ni berilah saya peluang untuk membangga diri.saya rajin!.haha.saya pon x percaya macam mana boleh tetiba jadik rajin.nak kata silap makan ubat, x jugak. tapi benar! saya rajin. x percaya? hohoho..buktinya! :

i.saya berjaya mengumpul semua (boleyh dikatakan semua la) notes social studies saya dari sem 3 sampai sem 4.

ii.saya telah siap menyediakan notes english studies saya untuk revision minggu depan.wah!

portfolio english development saya sudah dihantar dan ditanda! aigoo~~

iii.saya tengah berusaha mengulangkaji untuk subjek language description! ya~~~ saya pon x percaya!

iv.lastly, bilik dan rumah saya sudah siap dikemas!

hahaha.semangat rajin datang lagi.saya mahu baca notes merchant of venice.bye!

btw.saya sudah selesai menonton siri yoo hee the witch. han ga in amatlah la cantik.she's verry cute.no! she's very damm cute! 

~e.r.k.

aigoo~~~once in a blue moon, i come out with a new blog template..again^^! haha

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*have nothing to write. let me think first! haishhh~~

b.i.l.a. k.u. l.e.l.a.h.~.

i've deactivated my facebook account for some reasons which i can't tell. 

aku masih keliru, biarkan aku bersandar...

m.a.m.a.~.

my mum was admitted to ward few days ago. still, no one informed me.no one!

alasan mereka : tak nak saya risau~ apekah?

abah : sila inform kepada saya jika ada sesiapa yang sakit~ makin abah nak rahsiakan, makin saya risau!

abg : begitu juga anda~ sila inform kepada saya!

adik : anda semua! jgn berdiam diri! msg atau mscll saya.jgn buat saya risau~ (**!)

s.a.y.a. d.a.n. j.i.m.a.t.~.

 saya rasakan duit itu bagaikan tisu tandas- makin bnyak 'teran' makin bnyak guna~

saya kata yang saya akan berjimat.maka saya akan berjimat. tak kisah la walaupun saya terpaksa pecahkan tabung semata mata nak guna dwet syiling tuk beli nasik putih + tomyam campur kat garden cafe, saya tetap akan berjimat. sejak "bini" saya pergi meninggalkan saya, saya terpaksa berjimat. untuk mendapatkan bini baru, saya harus berjimat. my parents said "cuba usaha jimat dulu, kalau awak tak beli guna dwet awak sendiri awak takkan menghargainya~".uh.saya terkedu sebenarnya!.disebabkan nasihat itu, saya menanam azam untuk berjimat.justeru, kepada kengkawan yang mengajak saya kemana mana tempat yang memaksa saya mengeluarkan wang, saya memohon keampunan.(ekekek.ayat siot jerk.).okeyh.saya harus jimatkan eletrik ipba.bye.