,d,r,e,a,m,~,

.T.H.E. .D.R.E.A.M. .O.F. .A. .S.E.A.G.U.L.L.
 

my foot does not separate from the ground,
i'm simply afraid,
i'm afraid to fly to the sky,
because i'm used to the ground,
i'm unfamiliar to the sky,
do i have the wings,
do i have the dream of before?

anonymous~

.i. .d.o.n.t. .n.o.e.~.

when i hear the rain drops, it does makes my heart stirring. it makes me miss my old days, more than yesterday. i don't remember from when it is, but i've been missing my childhood days.i've been frenzy. my intimidated feeling of being alone grows bigger especially when the days of me being sent abroad for my studies come nearer. they keep expanding and i feel a bit agitated. i keep thinking and pondering to my self, and still it is nothing. but it is awkward too for me ignoring them.

74 days left before im leaving for uk.there are 1776 hours left, and i kept counting.

.k.a.w.e.n. .d.a.n. .d.u.i.t.~.

yea! ~ cuti!! macam biasalh.cuti cenggini, duk umah, layan movie, menghadam segala jenis makanan yang ada di rumah dan tidur jua. tapi semalam, diajak sama bonda ke rumah sanak saudara mengundang mereka ke majlis kesyukuran keluarga dan majlis khatam quran yang akan dilangsungkan dalam masa terdekat.

dalam enak berbicara, seorang makcip, merangkap auntie yg kurang aku kenal menanyakan soklan cepu mas

"yang ni ke nak kawen?" dengan muka selamba senyum menghadap aku yang sedang malu malu kucim~

"haha~saya? kawen? haha..makcip ni lucu lah..mana ade"

"ouh~ makcip pon pelik,muda sngat, tapi dah nak kawen (sambil tersipu malu)" haha~

adeih.maaplah.tapi bukan masa tuk pikir sal kawen lagi.pagi tadi lagi advanced.tuk guru tempat aku mengaji siap bagi nasihat lagi.

"jangan duk ikut minah saleh kat sana nanti.walaopun diorang cantik, orang kita lagi cntik.cantik ngn budi pekerti, agama" 

raeaksi aku? speechless..*tsk.tsk*

tutup citer~ 

tengah hari tadi g bank.saje nak update buku bank.curious nak tahu berapa juta aku dah abeskan dalam tempoh dua tahun yg lampau~ 

wang keluar = MYR 13 126.00, oh my.aku bela anak ke bnyak sangat guna dwet nih/ =.=!

.b.e.c.a.u.s.e. .u. .l.o.v.e.d. .m.e.~.

its weird~ i have this feeling..a feeling being loved by someone more than anything..yup! crap!!

because u loved me~

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


I'm everything I am
Because you loved me 

.l.u.l.u.s.!.~.

alhamdulillah~ i've passed my foundation course!

have no strength to write rite now~dizzy..bye=.=!

.d.o.n.t. .g.e.t. .m.e. .w.r.o.n.g.~.

adeihh... aku rasa abg tukang gunting rambut tu salah paham dengan apa yang aku cakap. asalnyer, aku mintak dia just layer rambut aku, bg nampak ringan coz rambut aku lebat dan  sbb aku nak simpan rambut panjang. entah macam mana, abg tuh salah paham. dia potong rambut aku pendek. hambar~..apa dia ingat aku budak sekolah? takut sama cikgu disiplin muka berang sbb rambut panjang? adoyai..terpaksa la menunggu sampai rambut panjang balik! penat jek aku simpan..huh!

walaupun x panjang mana~ at least lebih panjang dr skunk..=.=

btw~ im leaving for btn tomorrow. our camp will be at kem ulu sepri, negeri sembilan. we combine with IPG Darul Aman though...and oh ya, im going back with my friends from IPG Kota Bharu, after we are done with btn.senang keje..hahah!

i'm done packing^^!

~.f.a.m.i.l.y. .o.u.t.i.n.g.

last nite, i got my abs cramped all nite long for laughing. tenks to the outrages funny games created by hilarious entertainers in a game show series namely family outing for their damm stupid jokes. to be honest, their jokes caused me laughed to the death!

basically, this game show series revolve around the Family's trips to particular venues. in each episode, the "Family" travels to different parts of South Korea and takes care of the house of an elderly family while that family goes on a vacation. the "Family" then accomplishes the tasks left for them by the house's owners. the hilarious parts came in when the family members join for games, mumbling to each others and completing tasks set by the house's owners.

btw, these 85 episodes game show series took me an hour and half to finish each episode. and i even spend 75 gigs of my lappy space for them! hahah.can't wait to finish them all^^~

btw, lee hyo ri caught my attention the most.haha~ she's the one in the red gaun^^!

(in the first picture)

**in the midst of watching only you.two episodes are left.hihi!. let finish them and concentrate on family outing~