Last Raya !

Mr. Shy had his last Eid in the UK~ 
21.58 hours
August 22nd, 2012 
Canterbury, Kent.

hey yo ! pergh, it has been ages since I last visited my own page. Everything seems dusty ! Haha, uh ya, this is my first trip to the blog page with my newly wed wife. Ladies and gentleman, boys and girls ; I'd like to introduce to all of you my new wife. Tadaa ~! Please say hi to her. She's a bit timid I know =P

Alright, back to the main business. There is an event that I'd like to share with all of you; which is my last Eid celebration in the UK. Uh yes, for me this year would be the last Eid celebration in the UK cause next year I'll fly back home for good ! To be honest, I thought I would be engrossed with sentimental mood and melancholic atmosphere during Eid this year reason for I have less people around me to celebrate the Eid with. Surprisingly, I had none of the those sad situations. I must say my Eid was awesomely fun and colourful. 

You know I hate writing, so I'll just share the photos. Tehee ~

one more thing, I've submitted a 'salam perantau' to Berita Harian as well and you what? mine was featured in the newspaper ! haha. Thanks BH for choosing mine XD

occay, that's all for now. tata beauties and handsomes !

Found This !

Mr. Shy founds an interesting word document~

19.23 hours April 28th, 2012Canterbury, South East England.

I was searching a file for my portfolio when I intentionly clicked on this word document. It is rather a special document I admit. Why? because it contains some comments that which I saved from a game on Facebook. Find it quite funny tho.

2302-good sense of fashion...u like cam-whoring but wat I like is how u dn't give a (wat's the word there? =P) about wat others think..it does turn out kinda cute though..hihi..Ur into Korean guys' style? It shows..we had a conversation back then during potluck? Owhhh...wonder wat we talked about..hee..and ya, a literature session wud be nice..=)

2302 pergh. bile tgk muke die, sgt2 cair ok. huhu. kawan aku mase kat KMKN. actually, tak kenal pn die mase kat KMKN, sebab die study kejap je. tak sempat nak ramas mesra. haha. kami chat kat fb ni. rupa2nya, die ingt aku. sebagai penjual nasi lemak. haha. lol. btw, beb, good luck ea kat perantauan. jgn nakal2. nnt balik sini, contact aku. i'll make sure that u will get to know me more. h0h0. bunyi sgt jeng3..! :P :)

‎2302 - eleh,, ko tunggu le smpai ke tua.. bru brg ko smpai kt ko.. haha,, die ni first ak jmpe kt ipba la,, time die bru masuk.. hahah,,, time ak cm mls je nk lyn tp die nih ok la,,, hahha,,, smpai kt cccu bru la hu ha hu ha ngn die nih,,, die nk kate comel,,, x pon,, nk kate macho,,, urmmm,, ade la ckit,,, hahhha,,, sng b'kwn ngn adik gojes nih sbb die easygoing... auuww..

2302: nombor ni mcm bufday dia je...hahaha, betul la tu!..hohoho

ni lg sekor, igt ko gojes ke??...lambat lagi!!!!

slalu gak tolong2 saya dikala kesusahan...dan dulu mmg byk saked ati ngan dia.

(itu dulu la, x simpan dlm ati pun) mungkin sebab x kenal ati budi masing2 kutt...

kesian kat dia, nak2 lagi bila terlepas flight blk KB kan???

huhuhu

beliau sgt rajen+tekun+kreatif+sgt nk berfesyen korea...siapakah beliau ek??

2302.fashionista korea.mula2 knl,bajet gile kakah ni! wkakakaa..lame2,perghh,,gile nk mam! siap menari out of control. best kwn nga dia ni. sbb dia gile.ye gile! cheers..

2302- mr smart guy. sangat jage penampilan.. gile korea, mungkin... skang ni ada dslr, suke g mane2 tempat and amik gambar byk2 n edit

2302-haaa....first time masuk ipba die jadi kls rep. mmg bertanggungjawab la sbb die tlg kiteorg bdak 2nd intake cari kerusi meja sume2. nmpk berkarisma la time tu..chewah...pastu bile da lame2..baru sedar die ni gile jugak rupenye. bahaye kalau ajak p karaoke same2.lagi-lagi lagu korea. btw..suke tgk fashion die skrg. mcm korea.hihi

2302: hah... fren... u r so artistic.. i ws amazed to c ur masterpiece during our play.. it ws great... keep it up.. u r vry frenly...nice to talk to..tc .. stay cool :)

haha! see, I told you. They are quite funny :)

do you?

Mr. Shy feels contented~ 19.46 hours Feb 18th, 2012 Canterbury, South East England.

Something surprisingly interesting happened to me this afternoon. I was in Zara looking for the right jacket size when a young lady stopped me. She was a pretty lady, with her mum.

girl : excuse me, do you work in here?
me : (wide grin) oh, sorry. I don't. I wish I am!
girl : uh sorry ! (smiling)
me : no worries! (smiling) (awkward moment) (leave like a b0ss)

.....

 

To be honest, I felt seriously happy. why ? because people who work in Zara always look elegent! XD . That young lady must have mistook me for a sales assistant because of my appearance (presumably). I was wearing casual jacket from topman with straight cut jeans from zara itself. haha . keep dreaming shy!

 

Spring leisure to Wingham Part I

Kanda Tuah had a great time in Wingham~

0437 hours

April 12th, 2011

Canterbury,

South East England.

The longest journey ever made was to place we all already known, researched, and intimately described. Yet that journey, which might have done nothing but confirm established views, provided all mankind with a revelation. The journey was, of course to the moon.

It should not have been all that surprising, for that has always been the true purpose of travel: to see, experience, feel and understand distant place, but then to find another reward to gain a deeper knowledge of home, of one's culture of oneself.

The first time i traveled, i mean i really traveled, out of my hometown, my country; would be my voyage to England, United Kingdom. Well, being in someones' country would make me feel nervous, but after some time, my worries faded and my interest grew. It's now been nearly seven months since i first stepped down in the UK. In the vicinity of seven months, my true journey only begun yesterday when i went to a countryside in Wingham,Kent to experience the real life of a British country-people.

It was Carol's place that I went to, my tutor's  adorable countryside cottage with spacious yard filled with animals, plants and of course, flowers! The journey to Wingham from Canterbury town took me and my friends about 15 minutes by bus. We were about to missed the stopping point when we met Yasmine, Carol's daughter on the bus. Having no clue that we would meet Yasmine, there was nothing else that we can do except thanked her for being there.  At the cottage, I met Wild's family. John; Carol's husband their son ( i can't remember the name) and the surprised was, we were introduced to sooty and sweep, Wild's family lambs which they have been kept as pets. Malaysians might think having lambs as pets is a peculiar doing, but here in the UK, it's considered normal.

I have to admit, Wingham did reminded me of my hometown back in Kota Bharu. The atmosphere was likely the same. The shady trees, the birds chirping, and yeah, with no chilly wind and tulips of course! But, the flashback of my hometown did came to me. That was for sure.

.a. .c.o.l.d. .d.a.y.

Kanda Tuah enjoyed the weather~

22.36 hours

Feb 28th, 2011 

Canterbury, 

South East England.

hi peeps,

Another cold day in Canterbury. i was shivering on my way to the campus. it was icy cold with 5 degrees temperature and had been maintain till early evening. the current temperature is 3 degrees and luckily me now in my own warm room, with a small heater appliance next to my only window. well, it sounds weird but somehow i do enjoy today's weather. i love the cloudy atmosphere with calm wind blowing. it soothes me. for the whole day, there was no sun shining. they were only gray chunky clouds together with light rain fall. sounds freak aye, for someone to love such weather.

saint augustin abbey and king school ground

 i took this on my way home. kinda blur tho for i was in hurry.

 walking back home.

 .....

.b.i.r.t.h.d.a.y.!.

Kanda Tuah  has celebrated his first birthday in the UK~

22.15 hour

Feb 24th, 2011 

Canterbury, 

South East 

England.

i has received so much ஜ♥ . thanks peeps! for making me feel great! aha!

oke, my first birthday in the UK.

the first person who wished me happy birthday via phone was my mum

via FB was my brother

via text, it was from a friend of mine

via FB's inbox, my junior wished it first

via birthday note, my princess send me one

via birthday card, a senior of mine gave one =)

for this year celebration, i had two birthday surprises, no, it was three if the one held in malaysia by my family is taken into account.haha!

 

 birthday cake from my housemates~

 this one is from my seniors and a fren on mine =)

 my first birthday gift! oho! you..thnks! =)

 i've bought this one as a present for myself as i've been aiming to buy this one for years!

 this one is from a senior of mine. thnks!! =)

 this one too. from a senior of mine =) thanks ya!

.u.n.i .o.p.e.n. .d.a.y.~.

Kanda Tuah became a tour guide~

01.54 hour

Feb 20th, 2011 

Canterbury, 

South East England.

raining day. cold weather. red tees. visitors. tour guides. campus. wake up call.

it was a great experience i have to say, worth to participate in and i had a good day with my seniors.LOL. for the first time in my life, i had the opportunity of becoming a tour guide; guided the visitors and had tours around our campus during the uni's open day. yet somehow, i was initially in blur about being a tour guide. some thoughts seemed have blinded my consciousness of being one. frankly speaking i wasn't confident at my ability interacting with natives, giving them beneficial information of our uni for i was afraid i will speak english wrongly; i'm bad at english grammar you know.haha!~.

 still, later on  i found out that being a tour guide is an interesting task. i had an ample opportunities to improve on my speaking skill as i had been interacting with natives directly. plus, it was an easy task too ( it's because i did the tours with a senior of mine lol). i enjoyed it. that what i should say =)

erm, as i remember, there are no bad accidents happened. oh ya. there were a couple with their daughter asking me something with their thick accent. i couldn't understand them at all and for that they just left with smiles on their faces. sorry guys. i couldn't understand you. please talk slowly and most importantly, don't burbling! i'm not a native you know. sigh~

another funny accident happened! i was at the "hot lane" (where visitors often walking by) with my senior walking back to the tour guides assembly centre when a guy greeted us and asking us about 'information bit'. for the second time, i was in blur in figuring out the meaning of this 'information bit'. came out with spontaneous answer, i told him about reception desk and he answered that wasn't it. i was in great shame! =.=~ lol!

 

malaysian tour guides. =)

another different story. i just found out that my seniors are getting married, here in the UK. it's awesome right? only with their friends around, they are going to hold majlis akad nikah and 'kenduri' . at 22 years old, they are going to embark a wonderful journey for the rest of their life. it's the greatest wake up call for me seriously. i never been thinking about getting married or even the topic of marriage itself  before. it made me realised that i am now an adult, not a child ; tho i have a child mind =). haha. like seriously. now that they are getting married, i shud list marriage as another important aim in my mind.haha. oke i'm being naughty.

congratulations! 

oke, bye!

.l.o.m.p.a.t.!.

Kanda Tuah loves to jump!

19.58 hour

Feb 12th, 

2011 Canterbury, 

South East England.

i love to jump! like seriously~

tengok je lah, mls nak menulis.=)

.l.a.g.u.k.u. .l.a.g.u.m.u. .j.u.a.~.

Sepuy Simbei ~ testing! testing!

a) Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"

Rimas~ Fabulous Cat..g main jauh-jauh! rimas~ haha!

2. How would you describe yourself?
Angela~ Super Junior (=.=!) wat the fishcakes?

3. What do you like in a guy/girl
Cinta Yang Sempurna~ 6ixth sense ft Neo Letto. auww,sweet sangat! haha!

4. What is your life's purpose?
Kerana Wanita ~ Ada Band. ape ke sengal nih.=.=!

5. What do your friends think of you?

Beautiful Enough~ OST Hana Kimi ..ngee..hahaha bodow la wei

6. What do you think about very often?
Jai Ho Remix~ The Pussycat Dolls...jawapan paling bodoh penah aq jawab..aiyaa!!

7. What do you think of your best friend?
Sempurna~ Andra & the Balckbone. hihi!

8. What do you think of the person you like?
Ruang Rindu~ Letto. weee! <3

9. What is your biggest fear?
Kembali Pulang~ Kangen Band. nak balik umah!!

10. What is your hobby/interest?
Nyanyikan Lagu mu~  Maya Karim.haha! Mabuk ke?

11. What will they play at your funeral?
Surah Yunus~ Alhamdulillah =p

12. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Reo Reo~ FT Island~  menda la aq jawab ney

13. What is your life?
Surah Al An'am~ =P

14. What is 2+2?
Vida Mia~Son by Four & Jacy Velasquez ...mehngong!!


lau soklan ney test betol sure fail!!
ngee!

.s.t.r.o.n.g.!.

Sepuy Simbei wanna be a strong guy ! 

i wanna be strong! oh yeah! strong!!

oke. it seems being a strong guy is not as simple as i thought. what i mean by strong is not as in i could lift up a car and throw it away like hulk, but strong as in having strong mind and great emotion control. that sounds easy right? but the fact that those doings are not easy to accomplish is undeniable.

i once pondered on this when i was about to have my cyst-removal surgery last year. i managed to get through the surgery and gained my bravery, but believe me, the pain that i faced was like hell! yet, as time passed, i lose my bravery.

this is the time where i need my bravery back. i need to be strong again! i'm not a weak guy who weep over sad songs, but a guy who has strong heart and mind!

look at the white spot on my left cheek. (i somehow look bodass with it on my cheek, hihi!) it's a wound that i got when i did my morning shaving. the wound wasn't  that painful, but the moment i felt the pain from the open skin, i told myself "aku kena jadi kuat!" and i ended up ignoring the pain ; i became an insolent guy, (tho i bleed like hell!)  yet i did taught myself how to be "strong" on that day~ haha!

can i be Adidas model? puhlisss?

p/s* someone is calling me Adidas hunk~ whoop whoop!

.f.r.i.e.n.d.s.h.i.p.

im trying hard forging the ingenuity of strengthening the friendship camaraderie! be it my existed friends or new-made friends, im trying my best. good luck shy!

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 i've been making friends on FB, expanding my network. to all my new friends, thanks for being my friends. gonna love you loads!

.m.y. .m.u.m. .i.s. .t.h.e. .m.o.s.t. .b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. .w.o.m.a.n. .i.n. .t.h.e. .w.o.r.l.d.!.

as i promised, i'll share a story today. i read it during carol's ICT class yesterday when she gave us a task to complete. i found the story incredibly interesting and  it was a great wake up call for me. knowing people for their beautiful is what people always do, but the things matter is we don't love people because they are beautiful. people look beautiful to us because we love them.

....

little varya went with her mother to the field. it was a hot day, so varya went and lay down under a shady tree. soon she went fast asleep. when she woke up, everyone was gone. she was afraid so she started crying. then she walked and walked until she came to a village.

there were many people in this village, but her mother was not there. varya began to cry loudly. an old man came to her and asked, "why are you crying, little one?"

varya told him, "i am looking for my mother. i don't know where she is." then she began to cry again.

the old man felt very sorry to varya. he asked, "what does your mother look like, litte one?"

varya did not how to describe her mother. she could only say, "my mother is the most beautiful woman in the world"

the old man called all the dutiful women in the village. varya looked at each of them. then she said, "none of them is my mother. my mother is the most beautiful woman in the world"

a lot of people came to look at the  poor lost girl. suddenly, a woman ran towards varya and hugged her. she was fat and her face was big and broad. she had very few teeth in her mouth. her eyes were very small and her nose was really large and broad.

"this is my mother! i told you my mother is the most beautiful woman in the world! " varya shouted happily

the people who were crowding around varya began to laugh. the old man said to them, "don't laugh. this little child has just shown us something. we don't love people because they are beautiful. people look beautiful to us because we love them" 

(based on a russian folk tale)

 im proud to have people who love me regardless of how i look like. 

and i miss my mama too =(

*p/s : failed to get hold a house for the next academic year. sigh~