watch and think

Mr. Shy feels sad and angry~ 22.42 hours March 09th, 2012 Canterbury, South East England.

watch and justify. i'm not going to argue, just stating my view.

• A: Maybe anak dye ade hal or sumtg yg x dpt di elakkn mcm kemalangan etc. Who knows kan?sbb kalo dye nk tgl btol2 npe brani bg details sume.obviously org akn dpt cntct blk kn.sbb mula2 dye angkt je hp then jz x angkt bkn tros off hp.xtaw la.sian kt nenek ni.tp xtw gk ape jd kt ank dye.huhu.tbe2 ter pk
  

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  Sepuy Simbei for me. sibuk mana pon anak, even sampai tahap terdesak, there is no way he/she can ingores or make his/her mum sad. After Allah, is our Rasul, then our mum, mum and mum. This nanny smpai nangis-nangis, that shows something. Tapi, like u said kan, who knows. Moga Allah bagi ketenangn n kegembiraan kat nanny ni :)
  

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• A: yep btol tu shy..x pk pon yg dye busy wf keje etc.kalo psl keje mmg xley trima..jz ter pk mybe dye accident or sumtg else *tgk drama byk sgt neh..heheh.. but seriously,when i watched dz video, tros teringat my late grandma. sobbss~
  

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  Sepuy Simbei ‎:). the fact that he/she sent his/her mother to the cheap hostel with his/her presence at the first place, suggests something. i just wondering, why on earth he/she thought of leaving his/her mother here? (and i assume nothing happened to him/her physically providing he/she afford to bring his/her mother to the hotel). My feeling strongly suggests that her son/daughter were trying to 'eliminate' her and that is terribbly sad!
  i know cha. this reminds me of my nanny too. Luckyly she had all her children to love her all her life :)
  be brave cha!
  

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awkward

Mr. Shy is awkward~ 0445 hours Nov 26th, 2011 Canterbury, South East England.

woahoo! i'm back after months being away, disappearing! there were reasons really. life is tough recently, with study, relationship, financial and all.

 ........

awkward, I don't know what to write.

to be honest, i have nothing to share in this post. i was blog walking when i realised i haven't been to my own homepage for months and made a quick decision to pay a visit. so here i am, writing with no aim, no purpose and no idea.

.......

i better get out of here. i seriously have no idea of what to write. sorry for keeping this short. i'll come back next time. bye!

raya is coming!

Happy Eid-ul Fitri guys!

by mr shy on sunday, 28th august 2011 at 21:31

canterbury, kent. 

hey guys! i would like to wish you happy eid-ul fitri. i'm seeking for your forgiveness =p

 

i'll share my raya preparation, soon oke!

=(

Wanna be home!

by mr shy on sunday, 21st august 2011 at 21:58

canterbury, kent. 

ma, sepuy nak balik.. =( 

mr. shy's 100 truths

100 truths

by mr shy on Monday, 15 August 2011 at 21:58

canterbury, kent.

 

1. Full name :sepuy simbei @ sai kimura

2. Nicknames: shy, sepuy, epul, ieman

3. Zodiac Sign : Pisces

4. Male or female: Male

5. Elementary School: SK Kubang Kerian II, Kota Bharu

6. High School: SMK Kubang Kerian II, Kota Bharu

8. Hair color : Black

9. Tall or short: Tall

10. Lazy or energetic: Energizer

11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans

12. Phone or Camera : Camera first, phone comes second

13. Health freak: So particular. Yes

14. Orange or Apple : Apple

15. Pepsi or Coke :Coke

16. Best friends : "dulu ngaku bff, skrg nak tegur pon dah payah!! #tchh" haha!

17. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope

18. Boyfriend/girlfriend: Not yet.

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: Yes.

20. Been in a relationship : Yes.

21. Been in a car accident? : No.

22. Been in a fist fight : Yes.

23. First piercing: Nope.

24. Skinny dipped: ~

25. First word :G

26. First thing you did this morning : Put the alarm off

27. First kiss :My mum

28. First love: My mum.

29. Last person you talked to in person: Aziz Atan

30. Last person you texted : Aini Amirah

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Ha Ni Kim, Shabirah, Samantha, Aziz

32. Last food you ate: Chicken with black sauce, Korean bean sprout soup, fried eggs and rice

33. Last movie you watched: Tiga Abdul

34. Last song you listened to : Words that freeze my heart- Wheesung

35. Last thing you bought : Zara jeans

36. Last person you hugged : Lorraine

FAVORITE...

37. Food :Don't have any

38. Drink : Ice Lemon Tea

39. Bottoms: Slim cut khaki/ jeans

40. Top : jacket with scarf

41. Animal : Horse

42. Colors:Black, Blue

43. Movies: too many

44. Song : Aiuta - Choshinsei

HAVE YOU EVER?

45. [X] Gotten Baptized.

46. [X] Celebrated Halloween.

47. [/] Had your heart broken...

48. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [/] had someone question your sexual orientation.

50. [/] laughed for no particular reason

51. [X] got pregnant.

52. [X] had an abortion.

53. [/] Did something you regret.

54. [/] Broke a promise.

55. [/] Hid a Secret.

56. [/] pretended to be happy.

57. [X] met someone who changed your life.

58. [/] pretended to be sick.

59. [/] left the country.

60. [/] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [/] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [/] ran a mile.

63. [/] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [/] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [/] dated someone.

CURRENTLY :

66. Watching :

超新星 Supernova Choshinsei 초신성 - SUPERSTAR~ REBORN~ [2010 Special Concert in Yokohama]

67. Eating : Wholenut Milk Chocolate

68. Drinking : Ice Lemon Tea

69. Listening to: Supertsar Reborn - Choshinsei

70. Talking to: Myself.

71. Waiting for : Myself to perform prayers

72. Mood: Jealous

YOUR FUTURE

73. Want kids: Yes.

74. Want to get married: Yes.

75. Career:  Educator

76. Lips or Eyes: Lips.

78. Romantic or spontaneous : Spontaneous

79. Quiet or loud : Depends

80. Smart or athletic : Smart? LOLS

81. Hook-up or relationship: No.

82. Looks or personality : Both!

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contact : Nope.

84. Snuck out of a house: Yes.

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No.

86. Killed somebody: Nope

87. Broken someone's heart: Yes.

89. Cried when someone died: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: Yes

91. Miracles: Yes

92. Love at first sight: Nope

93. Heaven: Yes.

94. Santa Clause: ~

95. Fate: Yes.

96. Kiss on the first date: No.

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now : My mum.

98. Do you know who your real friends are: Yes.

99. Do you believe in God: Absolutely.

100. Post as 100 truths?: ...

promise

Mr. Shy promised you this~!!

 03.54hours

August 12th, 2011

Canterbury

South East England.

Hi peeps. sorry. I know I haven't fulfill my promise yet ; to write a post about Smita's graduation party, but I will soon. So not in the mood lately. Sorry aye cuties. Please don't get mad , miu miu XD.

I will write soon! promise~

rindu!

0430 hours

May 15th, 2011 

Canterbury

South East England.

i'm writing this early in the morning. whilst listening to yiruma's kiss the rain. my heart is quivering at the moment. it has been longing for people in malaysia. how i miss them. how i missing my beloved one. being away teaches me how to be strong i guess. people say, when we are far away, our heart will grow fonder towards the ones we loved. its true i'm afraid. how curiously interesting it is for me to wake up from my long deep blissful sleep thinking my of loved one back in malaysia. 

officially, it's been more than seven months me staying in the UK. two seasons passed, spring is at it's end and summer is definitely on it's way. time flies, people move and life continue

IMYSM!

dusty! lols

00.33 hours 

May 7th, 2011

Canterbury,

South East England.

puh! puh! berhabuk. sejak dua menjak ni, jarang saye jengok blog. saye bukan saje-saje malas datang jenguk, tapi kenyataannya memang saye malas pon. la ni, dah masuk musim bunga. kalo dalam movie omputih, mahupun drama korea, time time ni la ramai yang duk lepak luar. menikmati sinaran mentari kata mereka. saye? haram ah nak berjemur kat luar. saye dah cukup tanned, tak perlu tambah dah.

mesti korang cakap 'oh bestnya dia dapat duk oversea'. before korang menambah dengan panjang lebar, meh nak gitau. bukan 24/7 (not k-pop mesia =.=!) hidup kat uk ni best doe. ade je masa masa yg membuatkan kalian mahu menyumpah seranah. oh oh. saye bukan la org yg suka bercakap buruk sal orang mahupun negara orang, tapi ade certain faktor yang membuatkan saye geram atau lebih tepat lagi naik darah.oke~senyum.kalo tak cepat tua.

ramai budak budak mahu pun abang abang kat sini bersifat perkauman atau lebih tepat lagi tak cukup didikan moral. hape diorang ingat negara diorang best sangat. well, to certain extent, memang la best kan, ade bunga yg warna warni, bole tengok daun luruh, ade salji, ade lalat yang besar cam lebah, dan yang lebih best lagi, internet laju. yang tuh saye memang admit la. tapi yang aku heran nya, nape la golongan nih nak pandang rendah pada kami golongan pelajar. nak kate diorang buduh, mungkin la, hm-no comment. tapi entah la. tak cukup susu mak kut kecik kecik dulu. tu lah, minum susu lembu banyak sngat.lan dah bebal cam lembu. bukti nyer, last week, masa nak balik dr kelas, saye dan sorang lagi kawan telah di harassed oleh dua ekor budak yg tak berapa nak hensem and bijak. bebal tahap lembu, mereka dgn segan silunya mebaling tin coke yg haram tuh ke arah kami. what the heck budak nih. tapi agak lucu la disitu. dia baling tak kena sasaran, tangan bengkok. jauh di lubuk hati,saye bersimpati. dah la bebal, tak de bakat membaling pulak tuh.sadis sadis.

 

ni hah saye sempat snap, yang baling pakai baju merah tuh. tapi yg shirtless tu bersubahat gak. dua dua bebal. maap lah

oke, lah. cukup untuk hari. laen kali saya update lagi. tamao kate saye malas update blog ya. tak suka tak suka~ haha! adiosa peeps!

.s.i.g.h.

Kanda Tuah feels stuffy~
00.53 hours
March 23rd, 2011
Canterbury,
South East England.

me living a hectic life lately and i'm sick of it. assignments just get on my wick, with drama rehearsals killing me slowly. my frantic attempts to get my essays done just added to my miserable.  i just need some rest for god sake. a short rest will do. sigh. i hate this. seriously!

btw, lots of people asking me the reason i deactivated my previous FB. well, it was a mess and i cant handle it anymore. i went out of my control. so i decided to create a new FB acc. please don't be offended if i didn't alerted you guys with the deactivation. i cant think straight at that time, forgive me for that.

.a. .c.o.l.d. .d.a.y.

Kanda Tuah enjoyed the weather~

22.36 hours

Feb 28th, 2011 

Canterbury, 

South East England.

hi peeps,

Another cold day in Canterbury. i was shivering on my way to the campus. it was icy cold with 5 degrees temperature and had been maintain till early evening. the current temperature is 3 degrees and luckily me now in my own warm room, with a small heater appliance next to my only window. well, it sounds weird but somehow i do enjoy today's weather. i love the cloudy atmosphere with calm wind blowing. it soothes me. for the whole day, there was no sun shining. they were only gray chunky clouds together with light rain fall. sounds freak aye, for someone to love such weather.

saint augustin abbey and king school ground

 i took this on my way home. kinda blur tho for i was in hurry.

 walking back home.

 .....

.h.a.i.r. .s.t.y.l.e.

Kanda Tuah has a new hair style~

01.47 hour 

Feb 21st, 2011 

Canterbury,

South East England.

i had a chat with my little cousin while writing the previous post last night. she was adorable i have to say. haha. the way she talked with me made me smiling all the way long. oh ira. how i miss you and ur litte brother=)

and heaven ya! i've made my decision and the result is, me now having short hair; still quite long at the front.hoho! here we are. a new look of kanda tuah. kanda tuah moden perhaps! hehe~

.m.a.l.a.s.!.

Kanda Tuah is suffering blog fade~

00.19 hour 

Feb 17th, 2011

Canterbury

South East England.

dah lama x update blog. malas sebenarnya. nak kata busy, x de la busy sangat. nak kata bnyak keje. x de la bnyak.bnyak je masa terluang. tapi tu lah. penyakit manusia. penyakit malas. malas dlm segala hal. malas nak belajar, malas nak berusaha. ni kan pulak nak update blog. lagi la malas. time2 takde idea nak menulis, lagi la. berhabuk blog. mahu dekat seinci debu. fuh! fuh!  (ala ala tiup debu =))

sebenarnya, selalu je online. cuma malas nak update blog. sebab x de idea nak menulis. kalo ade pon, malas nak menaip and elaborate idea tuh. mmg dasar pemalas, nak wat camne un?. terima seadaanya. plus sindrom blogfade (the lack of enthusiasm one feels for one's blog, after a time)  dah mula menular. dah berapa kali dapat sindrom nih. lepas sembuh, dapat balik sindrom nih. mmg x de ubat la nak atasi penyakit blogfade nih.

papepon, berharap je la dapat semngat balik nak menulis. let the time heals it! =P

* btw, tngah aim nak body camnih. kena keje kuat nih! haha~ kena selalu prektis silat.ekeke!

tuah moden!  wee~

.l.o.m.p.a.t.!.

Kanda Tuah loves to jump!

19.58 hour

Feb 12th, 

2011 Canterbury, 

South East England.

i love to jump! like seriously~

tengok je lah, mls nak menulis.=)

.B.F.~.

Kanda Tuah and his best friend~

01.35 hour 

Feb 12th, 

2011 Canterbury, 

South East England.

i must be missing me best friend too much!

oh!

.K.a.n.d.a. .T.u.a.h.!.

Kanda Tuah is happy~

21.35 hour 

Feb 10th, 2011 

Canterbury, South East England.

done customising  my blog! phew. kinda happy with it. it's been days since i last thought of replacing the intro pic. kinda bored with it actually.hehe!

hope you like it! 

 

i'm presenting to you..

kanda tuah!! opss~ silap

Kanda Tuah! wee~ =)

.b.l.u.r.n.e.s.s.~.

 Kanda Tuah is in blur~

 

19.186 hour
Feb 10th, 2011

Canterbury, South East England.

i feel like i want to write something and get my blog updated. yet i have nothing concrete in my head to write on. there are so much things lingering in my mind making me confuse. so much things to take care of, so much problems to handle and less time to enjoy life. sigh~

btw, there is a song that keeps resounds in my ears. a new song by auburn; all about him. at least i have something to enjoy while trying hard solving all those problems right? i will work hard and will always smile! =)

.i. .♥. .t.h.e.m.

Sepuy Simbei wanna smiles~

 

22.45 hour
Feb 7th, 2011

Canterbury, South East England.

 

i miss everyone and everything in malaysia; my mum, my dad, my family, my friends, my home, my hometown,everything..

ain't feeling sad. me going to smile.

"disaat kita berjauhan, rasa ingin ku berlari
mendakapi mu penuh girang, bak si kecil kehilangan"

i ♥ my mum

♥  love them too

 i'm going to make my stay in England worthy. For 3 year, i will keep missing them, till my heart bloomed with love. 

.l.a.g.u.k.u. .l.a.g.u.m.u. .j.u.a.~.

Sepuy Simbei ~ testing! testing!

a) Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"

Rimas~ Fabulous Cat..g main jauh-jauh! rimas~ haha!

2. How would you describe yourself?
Angela~ Super Junior (=.=!) wat the fishcakes?

3. What do you like in a guy/girl
Cinta Yang Sempurna~ 6ixth sense ft Neo Letto. auww,sweet sangat! haha!

4. What is your life's purpose?
Kerana Wanita ~ Ada Band. ape ke sengal nih.=.=!

5. What do your friends think of you?

Beautiful Enough~ OST Hana Kimi ..ngee..hahaha bodow la wei

6. What do you think about very often?
Jai Ho Remix~ The Pussycat Dolls...jawapan paling bodoh penah aq jawab..aiyaa!!

7. What do you think of your best friend?
Sempurna~ Andra & the Balckbone. hihi!

8. What do you think of the person you like?
Ruang Rindu~ Letto. weee! <3

9. What is your biggest fear?
Kembali Pulang~ Kangen Band. nak balik umah!!

10. What is your hobby/interest?
Nyanyikan Lagu mu~  Maya Karim.haha! Mabuk ke?

11. What will they play at your funeral?
Surah Yunus~ Alhamdulillah =p

12. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Reo Reo~ FT Island~  menda la aq jawab ney

13. What is your life?
Surah Al An'am~ =P

14. What is 2+2?
Vida Mia~Son by Four & Jacy Velasquez ...mehngong!!


lau soklan ney test betol sure fail!!
ngee!

.w.i.n.d.y. .f.r.i.d.a.y.

Sepuy Simbei and his friday~

another chilly day. sigh~ the wind has been blowing wildly today, since morning. pagi pagi dah sejuk. angin asik bertiup je. bunyi lak cam spooky giler. hari ni, last day kuliah tuk minggu ni. kelas Graham. cam biasalah, dah nak dekat hujung minggu ni, malas giler. rasa cam nak ponteng je kelas. tapi apakan daya. saya datang sini guna dwet rakyat. so kena la blaja~ ^^!

it came to my surprised that today's lesson wasn't boring as i predicted. Graham is such a comedian and he made jokes whenever he could till the class ended. I can't help my self from keep laughing  for they were really funny. His face expressions especially.haha! Graham, such a funny lecturer.

during 20 minutes recess, (normally, graham would gave us longer than that, but john; our  program coordinator has emailed all the lecturers not to let recess to be more than 20 minutes) teha has shown me her newly bought camera and we ended up taking pictures of our classmates and me of course!

 outside of my class! segan ngn natives yg lalu lalang~ hoho!

 dgn si tehe, empunya camera. menyibuk je.ekeke~

 ha! ni dia. my classmates! oho ~

 dari kiri ~ iema, me and kalid

 again~ me and kalid

oh ya. few last weeks my group and i had prepared a video  entry for our assignment. i have uploaded it. the picture above is the wallpaper for our video.haha. kinda funny~

p/s* ~my best friend gave me satu teka teki. sape tahu, tolong jawabkan! haha~

~ two women with their two kids come to their uncle's house. The uncle would like to give each of them an orange. Unfortunately, he only has  3 oranges. possibly, how can he give  to them an orange each without doing anything. hm~ pening nak pikir.tulung~ tulung~