Lapland

Mr. Shy's Lapland~ 20:42 hours Feb 10th, 2011 Canterbury, South East England

it was in malaysia when i first encountered this famous fairytale story from finland  called the 'snow queen'. and yes, that was the very beginning i came accross the name 'lapland'; a fairytale land, where tranquality filled the air, and covered with nothing except snow and only snow. it's carved in my mind that lapland is associated with snow, and this year when the snow was falling and covering the surface the name lapland came to my mind. my canterbury has turned to lapland.

it rather quite late i'd say for snow to fall in february. daffodils were frantic and were about to bloom, but crazy winter returned with the promised snow. left alone the weather, but i was happy myself. i'm thankful that i was able to lay down on the fluffy snow again this year.

the snow was quite thick. today is the fifth day after the snow rained, but the is still some left waiting to be melted by the roaring sunshine. the bitterly cold temperature keeps the snow frozen really. i just checked the weather forecast and it is predicted that snow will fall again next sunday.

i'll be waiting patiently.

p/s* whenever snow rains, i'll get this song on player. it suits my feeling very well :)

abah

Mr. Shy is missing his abah~ 22:55 hours Feb 8th, 2012 Canterbury, South East England.

It's been a thousand years since i last posted something in my blog. an autumn has passed, winter is reigning and spring is waiting patiently in line to be on the throne, the moments will be hers, soon. time passes, love bloms so does the feeling of longing. I've been longing for my family, my dad especially; for another thousand years. 

few days before, I was having my afternoon nap when my dad walked in my dream. He made my eyes teary. I've been missing him badly. It wasn't quite long ago since i last video-skyping with him on skype, but i still missed him. a song tittled 'ayah' (dad) came out on youtube when i was surfing for nasyed on net. thinking of abah, i clicked the link and instantly memories of him rushed into my mind, overflowed with childhood memories of abah and me.

when i was a kid, i wasn't quite close to my abah really. i was mama's son instead. for me, abah was strict and busy. much of his time spent working. the memory of him tagging me with him to his workplace is still vivid in my memory box. life wasn't that easy back then. abah demanded all his sons to be at least have the experience of the hardship of life, even at the young age. maybe that what made me not having a great bonding with him, because he made a young boy working at a such young age.

If i were given a chance, i would like to go back to my childhood period and be a good son for abah. I'd love to be with him to spent my child days with; i don't mind working if that can build a great relationship between us. anyways, don't get me wrong. not that i'm having a bad relationship with my dad when i was young, just that i'm regretting not having a good one. my life would be even lot better if i had one, at least i wouldn't be this spoiled.

i can't wait to be home. i just can't.

awkward

Mr. Shy is awkward~ 0445 hours Nov 26th, 2011 Canterbury, South East England.

woahoo! i'm back after months being away, disappearing! there were reasons really. life is tough recently, with study, relationship, financial and all.

 ........

awkward, I don't know what to write.

to be honest, i have nothing to share in this post. i was blog walking when i realised i haven't been to my own homepage for months and made a quick decision to pay a visit. so here i am, writing with no aim, no purpose and no idea.

.......

i better get out of here. i seriously have no idea of what to write. sorry for keeping this short. i'll come back next time. bye!

sorry

i'm sorry

by mr shy on monday,  august third, 2011 at 19:09

canterbury, kent.

i made a stupid decision again . i always choose to made one. for now, i'm no longer on facebook . It was such a mess , a horrible mess .

raya is coming!

Happy Eid-ul Fitri guys!

by mr shy on sunday, 28th august 2011 at 21:31

canterbury, kent. 

hey guys! i would like to wish you happy eid-ul fitri. i'm seeking for your forgiveness =p

 

i'll share my raya preparation, soon oke!

=(

Wanna be home!

by mr shy on sunday, 21st august 2011 at 21:58

canterbury, kent. 

ma, sepuy nak balik.. =( 

mr. shy's 100 truths

100 truths

by mr shy on Monday, 15 August 2011 at 21:58

canterbury, kent.

 

1. Full name :sepuy simbei @ sai kimura

2. Nicknames: shy, sepuy, epul, ieman

3. Zodiac Sign : Pisces

4. Male or female: Male

5. Elementary School: SK Kubang Kerian II, Kota Bharu

6. High School: SMK Kubang Kerian II, Kota Bharu

8. Hair color : Black

9. Tall or short: Tall

10. Lazy or energetic: Energizer

11. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans

12. Phone or Camera : Camera first, phone comes second

13. Health freak: So particular. Yes

14. Orange or Apple : Apple

15. Pepsi or Coke :Coke

16. Best friends : "dulu ngaku bff, skrg nak tegur pon dah payah!! #tchh" haha!

17. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope

18. Boyfriend/girlfriend: Not yet.

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: Yes.

20. Been in a relationship : Yes.

21. Been in a car accident? : No.

22. Been in a fist fight : Yes.

23. First piercing: Nope.

24. Skinny dipped: ~

25. First word :G

26. First thing you did this morning : Put the alarm off

27. First kiss :My mum

28. First love: My mum.

29. Last person you talked to in person: Aziz Atan

30. Last person you texted : Aini Amirah

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Ha Ni Kim, Shabirah, Samantha, Aziz

32. Last food you ate: Chicken with black sauce, Korean bean sprout soup, fried eggs and rice

33. Last movie you watched: Tiga Abdul

34. Last song you listened to : Words that freeze my heart- Wheesung

35. Last thing you bought : Zara jeans

36. Last person you hugged : Lorraine

FAVORITE...

37. Food :Don't have any

38. Drink : Ice Lemon Tea

39. Bottoms: Slim cut khaki/ jeans

40. Top : jacket with scarf

41. Animal : Horse

42. Colors:Black, Blue

43. Movies: too many

44. Song : Aiuta - Choshinsei

HAVE YOU EVER?

45. [X] Gotten Baptized.

46. [X] Celebrated Halloween.

47. [/] Had your heart broken...

48. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [/] had someone question your sexual orientation.

50. [/] laughed for no particular reason

51. [X] got pregnant.

52. [X] had an abortion.

53. [/] Did something you regret.

54. [/] Broke a promise.

55. [/] Hid a Secret.

56. [/] pretended to be happy.

57. [X] met someone who changed your life.

58. [/] pretended to be sick.

59. [/] left the country.

60. [/] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [/] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [/] ran a mile.

63. [/] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [/] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [/] dated someone.

CURRENTLY :

66. Watching :

超新星 Supernova Choshinsei 초신성 - SUPERSTAR~ REBORN~ [2010 Special Concert in Yokohama]

67. Eating : Wholenut Milk Chocolate

68. Drinking : Ice Lemon Tea

69. Listening to: Supertsar Reborn - Choshinsei

70. Talking to: Myself.

71. Waiting for : Myself to perform prayers

72. Mood: Jealous

YOUR FUTURE

73. Want kids: Yes.

74. Want to get married: Yes.

75. Career:  Educator

76. Lips or Eyes: Lips.

78. Romantic or spontaneous : Spontaneous

79. Quiet or loud : Depends

80. Smart or athletic : Smart? LOLS

81. Hook-up or relationship: No.

82. Looks or personality : Both!

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contact : Nope.

84. Snuck out of a house: Yes.

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No.

86. Killed somebody: Nope

87. Broken someone's heart: Yes.

89. Cried when someone died: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: Yes

91. Miracles: Yes

92. Love at first sight: Nope

93. Heaven: Yes.

94. Santa Clause: ~

95. Fate: Yes.

96. Kiss on the first date: No.

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now : My mum.

98. Do you know who your real friends are: Yes.

99. Do you believe in God: Absolutely.

100. Post as 100 truths?: ...